elvaa-

I MISS HIM

2008-10-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

if only i could make everything come true
if only i could turn everything to the right track
if only i could make you believe it is real
if only i could see you once again

Happy Belated Birthday Vemon
wish you and your current girlfriend last long

i still miss him !

2008-04-01T15:51:00.011+08:00

Hello vemon ! how are you recently??
my school here is good and i busy quite a while
what about you? i remembered you are in NS right??
care to send me your lastest picture?? kind of curious how you look
if you don mind i keep your pictures, send me

it is been a long long time since i blog here
like as if this blog never exist, so hope you will learn to blog too
so i can come in and see see how is your life there
NS must be quite tiring and boring from what i know
but i know you are very easily adpated to the situation
forgive me for being naggy, did you eat well?? sleep well??
is everything you do are fine?? i hope so sincerely

btw, hope you don mind i still keep this blogskin
i just wish everything is usual and untouch, if you allow :)
i am having my holiday now, i wish to come back to sg
but i got so many projects to do. :( so tiring !!
and recently my laptop is down but luckily is repaired
back to life again, so can contact you as soon as possible
anyway post you some picture of me in my classroom
hope you got to see how i look like from straight hair
to long curly hair. kind of ugly so hope you don mind

Birthday Picture 1 & 2 :

Classroom Picture 1 2 & 3 :

Taken at home 1 2 & 3 :

Lastest is this picture of how i look :( ugly :

please don laugh :|

Shopping outside :

Finish :) time to send me your pictures.
post it here and let me see okays?? byebye :)

continue..

2007-12-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

i am still here listening to you
pour me your sorrows too, to be fair to me
if you allow me to notice your mask
i will make it only me who is able to see through it

just like what you did, i hold back too
i knew i cant so i choose to accept and make it true
the vemon i use to believe, stay right put here
no matter what your brothers have to say, they are have their rights
but i choose to repeat over and over again to you
you are vemon, vemon got the says got the rights
believe in whatever you think you can believe
trust in whatever you think you can trust

i don wish to say how much i feel you around
because all these the heart of mine understood
if i can choose to make it true
i will still walk this way as i know this is the only way
you protected me since so turn the table around
if i can come up with a little help
listening to your happiness and sorrow will be nice for me

please, i wish i can hear more from you
more and more, like a never end book for me to read
there will be no time limit for me and you
continue to write say it out i am here, listening always :)

take care ! end here :)

untitied :)

2007-11-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

vemon, i am so surprise i got to see your tags again
i wanted to write even more, i wanted to say it all out
it has been 3 long months since i had heard from you
i don't deny that it is really hard for me to hold on now
to blame on my selfishness, allow me to say it again
i do miss you alot, but wishing the best out for you
and as usual, you are staying late too ! THATS BAD ! VERY !!
you got to take care of your health okays?
don't stay up late so often. it is worrying. please understand :)

well, thanks for the console. i am fine :)
like i said, though my mum is gone but you are still alive
hahaa at least i can have a thought who to turn to
erm.. currently i am in singapore
you said before we will have the fate to bump into each other
actually i wanted to give you a call, but i am afraid
i am scared that i could not control my emotions
so i choose to remain silence and watch you silently
as i mention before, i don't wish to hurt you again
my dad is in japan working now. yupx..
and i will leaving to japan on the 17dec to study my course
just by leaving it will be gone for 3 long years
since singapore there is nothing i can hold back
i choose to go like you did to me :)
sorry no offensive, suddenly it just make me recall

yupx dreaming of you is quite good
i am surprise you dream of me too, in fact i am happy
as for alvin, he will definitely find someone who worry
and care for him too.. coz he is a nice guy just like you
oh yahx, don't waste time letting time passes easily
probably you can use the time to go to the places you like
before you being tied down to serve the country
don't worry about me alright?
my life to be honest had stop when everything is gone
BUT, i am still moving on greatly :)
so i will live to the fullest if i am able to
i wish i could hear even more from you vemon
don't abundon this blog okays? i will be here always if you need

last but not least, don't sleep late anymore !!!
and remember to eat your meals !!!
you are a forgetful person. gotta remind you :)
take care.. and misses lots from me to you <3

i miss you badly !

2007-11-22T01:58:00.001+08:00

a place i could not forget, yes never !
a place whereby i could throw all my thoughts and misses
wishing to have the greatest courage to speak to call upon but i failed
just no matter how hard it is to survive without you
i choose to let the days that form into a memories remain in my heart
tight and secured, but make me yearn for it more and more
i am trying my best to make it stay, but i cant be selfish anymore
i want you to move on happily, i let you down once before
i want to let you smile without hurting you again
tell me, does this everything happens to be a joke or a will?
i wanted to rewrite it but the pen of mine, had chose to run out.

vemon, are you getting on fine?
how should i type it to you. i am confused.
heard from alvin you are going great
that gave me a piece of mind
and i am glad i got to see your tags
i was afraid you will leave here, forever.
dont worry about conquer, i will make the best out of it
do you remember our cute noob, FIRSTLOVE?
that i once created and you have it plvled in the first stage
now its seems like its growing to a boy
making to the final stage soon
i will treasure the gift you gave it to me
whereby its the only this i could keep
vemon if theres anything dont keep it to yourself
speak it out, let your brothers know they do care for you :)
i cant do anything for you
but only to listen or awaits for you to say if you want
and remember to eat your meals, dont skip it !

i wish all the best for you
i will remember the final promise we both make
i will tidy this little blog for you
for it is the only memory i can think of
dont worry about me too, i will be strong !
maybe you have heard about the incidents about my mum
though my mum left me and you left me
though it happen just so soon
but reality just make me face it and realise it
i knew that both you and my mum
left a memory for me to move on
that make me survive till now
at least i am glad you never forget here

vemon please take care alright? misses alot <3

let me start with you <3s

2007-08-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

long long before ago
all stories has a start and has a end
creating a story its never easy
the characters, the moral and the end
its always so hard to plan so hard to make it perfect

missing the stays missing the days
i have the tried all the method to make the story stay
no matter what type of ways
i just couldn't make it stay and had swept it away

vemon, although everything its gone, like a dream
you are waking up and so do i
nothing gonna matters us anymore
to make the decision its never easy
you and i fated to be, never to meant
all i could do i to see you well =)

hope everything its fine for you now
days will be hard and never easy
like you say so true so easy to understand
i will never see the sky the way i use to be
and i will learn to say goodbye to yesterday.

takecare vemon. the last moment still kept <3

2007-07-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

你

又

伤

了

我

的

心

i thought you would be there for me
but things dont turn out this way
i need you and where are you?
i am worried i am scared ! DID YOU KNOW?
dear, i hate waiting ~
i wanted to be strong in front of you
but whenever i am alone, i thought i could
and i fell and hurt myself badly
i am disappointed in myself head to toe
i knew you can never be there
never mind, i love you like what it use to be
that the only thing i could hold on now
still for you, i am holding on. *hugs*

Loving you and never look back

2007-06-28T21:11:00.001+08:00

千言万语, 我爱你

blogging for my heart felt words to dear
this post is for you... i love you baby.. <3s

To : Vemon Wong ( my precious laogong )

baby, ever since i stay behind for you
there are doubts in me, questioning me
whether i am doing the right thing or the wrong
as when i began to start thinking of this
i felt nothing but a sharp pain in my heart
i could not felt the clouds that contains you
i know i want you each and everyday
but this has been bugging me since and i felt no ways
i look up at the stars and i know we are under the same sky
but problems surround us and i constantly questioning why
i want to hold you close, i want to feel you near
we are not apart by choice and yes this is true
but i do have a longing to be next to you
to feel your arms to feel your kiss
its everything about you that i do miss
whenever in the morning i could feels like
you have been gone forever and a day
when you do return to me, i will long for you to stay
then the day began to set, i hated to see you go
to watch the days go by is now all i can really do
as i sit here and dream while i wait for you
the day since we first talked seems like ages ago
i am certain that our love for each other has been foreseen
and i am certain too that it will be forever and evermore
mutual and infinitely supreme
i sit here, recalling back on memories of a not so long ago time
promises we made, things we have said, plans we have made
i know not the the depth of the pain i have caused in you
with the empty promises i have made, nor can i take them back
or ease the pain in your heart with simple words
i wont always be the best person, i know i will make mistakes
but i promise you i will be the best i can be, whatever that may take
i will give you the undying, unconditional love that you so deserve
without question, doubt or any fear
no distance or time can ever be too great nor will it stop my love for you
i will love you and keep you in my heart
and where ever life may take me, where i am, there you will be
it is hard to believe it has been over for so many months
we have shared a lot of laughs and even some tears
being with you is a happy thought
ever night i thanks you for the love you brought
i always wanted the night to be young, to have you by my side
i wish the night will never be gone so that you are still right beside
for now that you are reading this
stay clear and bear in mind
that elva love you till the end of time.. i love you dear muackkks <3s

short message for dear ! LOOKY ~

hope dear will like it.. muackkks.
yi sheng yi shi zi ai ni yi ge dear.. <3

I WILL BE THERE !

2007-06-05T05:20:00.000+08:00

dear a brand new post for you
its been a long long time since i write my feels for you
and this days is so terrible and miserable. :(
i cant feel you, and sometime dear hurts me
but i know dear doesnt mean it, so its still sunny for me

BABY ! I STILL LOVE YOU WHICH I USE TO BE !
you promised to pamper me like a baby
you promised not to leave and hurt me, i take you for that
dear remember i once said to you that you are my everything
you cannot break the promised you use to promise !
each day that goes by and every night too
i just cant help thinking how much i love you
you bring joy to my life by just being here
i am better as usual as i feel your love so near
your hugs and sayangs are just so divine
every hours that goes by, i am glad you are mine
please dear dont ever doubt, i love you so much

you have stood by my side and gave a smile
as if to tell our hearts its been worth every mile
you said love is not simple and its seems pretty hard
but for your sake dear, i will conquer no matter what
i may say i love you throughout the year
but everyday i am needing you and i will make you sure

dear i thank you for being by side
for comforting and caring when i was confused all inside
this is also for the phone calls you make every day
just to tell me i love you every minute of the day
in the monthswe had our share
of ups and downs and problems galore
but you are the one who always remained at my side
never thinking of walking out the door.
i adores the way you tell me that
no matter what happens, you will always be there

when each and everyday reaches its end
after the sun goes down
i lie alone listening to my lonely heart pound
it is calling out for you to come to me tonight
i am feeling so alone without you here by my side
my family told me to move on, to let your memory go
the love you gave me that lights my life fills my soul
i pray hard for you and ask god for your soul to keep
whispering your name, i close my eyes and fall asleep
through the darkness of my mind, you take me by the hand
you hold me so close in a blissful fantasy land
reminding me that you are always with me
such tender moments a heavenly dream i pray comes true
it feels so real that when i wake up i reach for you.
eventhough you are not here to wipe away the tears off my face.
i will always cherish you for the rest of my life

when we have been together i know you are what i want
i love you and you know i do
you are my everything and you know its true
i love you like i love myself, honestly and unconditionally
like when i tell you i love you, like how i will love you forever
you and i seem like a fairytale, a long ride to eternity
floating along, the winds against our sail
all we need is just the chance, like a planted seed
to be fed and nurtured until maturity and we feel each others needs
you were the only one to be found.
you wiped my tears and tried to take away all of my pain
everyday you do your best to make all my dreams come true
and i would want you to know that all i need is hear you say i love you
you mean the world to me and there is nothing i wouldnt do
to hear you smile every second of the day
even if it means having to go out of my way
so baby, its you that i will be completely true
because there has never been anyone
i have loved in this life more than you

you have heard it from me before that things cant be this good
but they can, because they are, we have always done our part
giving us the chance by living through one another
not for personal needs, but for each other
realizing the road is a long one, but never hurrying to reach the end
always pausing to exchange thoughtful gestures
breathing the same air, doing the little things that make us care
expecting nothing in return
the foundation has been layed, our love being the fortress
the walls consisting of unbridled compassion
a secure place where we can be ourselves
trust is a must, so open those wings and fly
let us become who we were meant to be
never closing our ears nor our minds
never holding back, never looking back, always there to share
we live by our love and will die for it
sharing pain only brings us closer together
that is when we knew, that what we have
our love is so special and it will never end.

your love is my companion when the days are long and cold
the love that you gave is my destiny when we grow old together
you share every bit of my world, you are that missing puzzle piece
you are the spark that started the fire that burns deep within me
i can never inform you enough of the love i have for you within
but i will promise you that there will be no end
forever, endless, and true are what i can describe your love for me
you are my dear who are living proof that make my wishes really come true
i want you so much and there is nothing left to say
except you are truly special and unique to me in every single way
whenever i say i love you, it just doesnt seem to be enough
trying to find a better way, i know it is going to be tough
looking deep into my heart, for the emotions i dont always show
trying to find a better way for the words you already know
the words from you dont come easy
but i will always wait for them to show no matter how busy

i know family nor friends can understand
how much i love you baby and how much you love me too
right now things are crazy, we are not where we need to be
but very soon, my love you will be with me
be with me forever and hold me on so tight
when we share our love each and every night
we will be together very soon, someday
to share what we both have in so many ways

in the past, i feel like i have been wandering
with my head down and no where to go
no direction, hopeless and scared, nowhere to rest my weary soul
i would think i will sit and rest awhile, rest my aching feet
days went by, i am growing more and more weak
by walking all these lonely streets
it seems to tell me like i have been walking
searching for something i cannot find
my shadow right behind me, starting to play tricks on my mind
i start to talk to my shadow, as she is my only friend
she listens to me faithfully and criticizes as only she can
i lay my head down for i need to rest, bundled up in a corner so tight
slowly drifting off to a better place, when i am blinded by a brilliant light
the light was white and searing, but it did not hurt my eyes
growing brighter and faster, what is this wondrous shine?
it was the brightest light i had ever seen
i knew it wasnt there to hurt or harm
it felt like i was being embraced, very loving, caring and warm
i reached out toward the light and amazingly i felt touched
you had appeared and i knew i was being rescued from sorrow
finally feeling love and security that i needed so much
wanting to feel the love of the light
flooding my body with compassion and warmth
a calm came over me, when i was embraced by you
i knew somehow i was going to be okay
and that everything was going to be alright
For now i have you, i have felt hope, love and strength
a bright, shining new path for me has been shown
thus dear, when i am with you, i am on top of the world
so laogong, i never regret being your only baby girl.. I LOVE YOU !

YI SHENG YI SHI ZHI AI NI YI GE <3s
always you, and this will never change.
dear i will forever be there.. muackkkks !

Baobei, laogong's love message (part 3) wo ai ni!

2007-04-10T09:59:00.000+08:00

Baby darling my heart felted post for you(Part 3)
The lovable girl always in my heart
The beautiful heart shape of love :D

Darling, Recalling through the things we went through
There was nothing such as a clue
The beauty within you was kind was caring was adorable
Whenever I call your name, I feel your presence
Whenever I fell on the floor, I feel your touch
Therefore for you I place my heart in your mind
To remind you over and over again, I’m loving you truly everyday
I felt the closeness within my lonely moments
I know you are there somewhere, telling me
Saying to me “Darling, don’t feel lonely cause I’m here for you”!
Whenever this came to my mind. Everything seems so calm
Everything was beating normally
Darling is what I can always feel you near
Though it’s distanced between us, but the heart connection always links
From one end to another!
Nevertheless my love for you is from the highest pit to the deepest core

I love you :D

Thinking that the fact was the fact
Changing it will never make it as true as before
The purest thing in love is honesty and trustworthy
Faith and confident
With them, love is perfect love is wonderful love is forever

I love I miss I need you :D

Darling! I hope I’m trying to walk into your world
I hope I had already taken the first step
I hope once I took this step, I won’t be pushed out
I hope I could stay in your heart as long as possible
I wish to bring you the fullest of happiness
Give me a chance to really paint your heart fill your heart with astonishing colors
Being together with you was the most fortunate thing one ever does
The value of your love is something not to earn by easy
I Learn to give more, learn to expect less
Free my mind with troubles and lead my life simple
Present you my love is what I could do
Letting you feel my love is what I wished to do.
Forsake,
Exchanging all my stuffs, my family, my studies, my friends, my buddies, my world even my life.
For someone I could live with till the end
Why not?
But how do I express how do I show
I could only hid it in my heart that I vowed
For me to know and for you to find out
My greatest wish was kept in my heart
Was waiting for the day when my heart responds and feel the ease
The ease of no fears, the ease of won’t lose
Everything will be stable
Everything will be fine

The true feelings of mine was too dark to see
The dreamland was a bit too far for me
The only reason that I always believe is not to flee
Complicated tears flow through my grumpy face
What I wish was for you to see
While I’m still holding on to your hand, don’t give up on our little tree
It’s too bad not having other peoples blessings
But loving you isn’t lonely at all
I don’t expect a single blessing but ignore us please
From the start, I’ve been holding you till the end
Everyday of the day ill write your name somewhere with my little pen
Please don’t get the wrong idea, I just want to know where you went
Our relationship is what I always and forever want to defend

I love you too much that I couldn’t express
Put me into a situation and you gave me a test
I wonder why I have to create such a mess
For once, I hope you will never make any wild guess
I put in effort into giving you the best
I just hope what I do, you will not detest
I’m afraid to play the wrong tune
I fear the lost in you,
I’m giving me and you a chance
To live on to carry on,

What is last, is I love you

Baobei, look at the world outside now
Was it the same 10 months ago?
Or is it different as it’s like a newly borned world
When one world changes, it was an influence from someone important
Someone you want to love, to keep, to share
Was it good or was it bad I wonder :S
Remember I once said?
I’ll shield you from the daggers towards your heart
And wrap you with bandages to protect just that part
For all my life, my only duty is to spend my lifetime together with you
I don’t know if I really stand or have the chance
But I promised myself, ill never give up, even its our only dance
Baby, you know I love you, you know I need you
You made me really want to hug you tight
And whisper to your ears the things I ever wanted to say
I’m more than happy to have you in my life
I’m glad god put me in this situation because he wants me to strife
The only reason god put me and you together is because he wants us to be husband and wife

VEMON LOVE ELVA

For once you made me believe in love,
You show me the right way towards happiness
You say I’m the perfectionist in your eyes
The fact is, Darling, you are more perfect in my life

Songs of remembrance
The songs we listen from the start till now,
Every each of them has different memories
They came out of the suddenly when it was just like our situation
Every each of it, was just what it was referring to is us

Everyday my mind was full of images of you
My days I know I need you
I want to bring you to a place where no one will ever think of
Together with you, was where I find comfort, peace and free
I never knew a love so true, from the moment you confess
The world of mine had revive
I pledge with my life, you’ll always be the one I love
You are the one I ever need; you always stay by my side
And never leave me fighting the biggest tide
You gave me your greatest support, even when you know its going to bite
You never fail to bring me joy, you’ll cool me down when its hot
You rebuild my narrow road to a simple straight path towards the end
I pray that we will always be together and always the one to be
Today and everyday you gave me a hope of life
All I wanted to say to you is I LOVE YOU

I have never regretted loving you
I never doubt our relationship was only a dream
It’s a wonderful reality I have to face
The words you said to me, the things you done for me,
Is so true, I can feel them running towards my heart
Sweet heart elva
Will always be Elva Love Vemon Always
The believes within me will always be true
Always love you always stay by you
You made me crazily in love with you,
The beauty in you was pure and innocent
You always stand in the highest part of my heart
When I went to the wrong side, you tapped on my shoulder
And tell me I’m walking to the wrong path
The care and concern you gave me was the feeling I ever wanted
You made me feel I’m the most fortunate guy in the world that will never have to face loneliness, sadness and other things
I never thought you would trade your life to the fates just be with me
Baby I love you I love you I love you!
You made me touched again and again. :D

Baby, remember you once said to me that your afraid of closing your eyes?
You said that your afraid everything will be like a fairytale only
A simple dream that anyone will ever dream of
In that first sentence, I can tell in your heart I’m really that important =\!
But what I could say to you is darling, I will never leave you and always stay by your side, everyday you wake up ill be just next to you “Darling!. QI ZHUANG!” =)
Don’t worry my little baby, your fear will all vanish into pieces and form a beautiful heart shape.

I’ll always be there for you! Always the one I love !

The future ahead of us, we don’t know what it will become
Darling, we should work for it, make it true until we can’t
Everybody has a future, don’t ever think your useless baby
When you said it, I felt I’m the worst one and you will hurt me saying them to insult yourself :D
You forsake your studies because of me,
You will quarrel with everyone just for me,
I’ll be your everything yours need just forever
Forever love forever true

BABY! Last but not least!

You’re my only baby I’ll call it my girl
You made me smile and laugh and never bring me tears
The one so true so perfect
No matter how high you were to fly, I’ll still catch
I can see the future within us, I can dream the times with no fear
The key to survive is only enlightened by one
Take my hand with you, ill bring you to a place we call palace
With only you and me
We will turn it into a kingdom
Soon to be, a history of true love

YI SHENG YI SHI ZHI AI ELVA HONG PEI NI YI GE!!!

I LOVE YOU! <3s
Always meant to be always it will be

-it might be short I have more things I want to whisper to your ears-

*25012007*
<3s

this picture was taken while i asked "darling never see hor?"
you said you see nothing, now here is it =D

I LOVE VEMON WONG -part7-

2007-04-04T13:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE VEMON WONG -part 7-

laogong here another post for you
i will never stop posting for you my love
only you can give me everything i ever wanted
you are my world my soul my mind
as to ask, if you were to be taken away
could i ever survive? the answer is final, "NO" !

my precious darlinkk, i love you so much
i yearn for your kisses and your tender touch
to hear your laughter and see your smiles
if my love were a distance they would measure in miles
my precious darlinkk, you are like gold
the most precious thing that i will ever hold
you are my light to show me the ways
and right by your side is where my heart stays
my precious darlinkk, it is you that i desire
my love burns stronger than any fire
i will love you forever till death do us part
but until then you have own my heart
my precious darlinkk, you are my goddess
you are perfect husband i wil kiss and caress
too much attention i could not pay
i will tell you forever that you will always stay !

you have awaken my heart chasing away the cold
even when we are apart, i can feel you in my soul
laying at night in your embrace, i see love in your eyes
as happy tears run down my face
you have become the center of my life
your gentle feels inflames me and takes my breath away
with every words you speak my heart skips a beat
my love for you will never fade
from you i will never hide, with you i feel bold
hear my loving sigh, as your eyes reach deep into my soul
you kiss away all my tears, with you i have no fear
i will make everyone can see my love for you
and for all my dreams have come true !

when we first knew, we were just friends
now we are more right to the end
you are my life my power and mind
you gave me freedom therefore you are one of a kind
my love to you is deeper than thoughts
it is too much to hold in my pots
to show you how much i care about you
just think of this post when you are feeling blue
to show you the kindness i found inside you
this will be my way of saying i love you !

as i am gazing up at the stars
praying to find the one of my dreams
so as to help to mend my lonely heart
then when my hope was about to fade
a gorgous someone, i pray hard for you to walked by
when the moment i saw you appear
i said to myself that finally i have found my love
a love that which will never die
a love that i will never try to hide
although the feeling i have i cant say
by using words would just be a lie
because you are the angel that gave my heart aid
i have been wanting to be the best i can
by giving happiness and never hurting you
but like the laws of the land, sometimes everything cant be ran
but i will remind you my love for you is true
with a gentle loving heart me to you
you are my found love, when you say forever, i hope its a fact
and from now on, let make our love be mad :D

every minute wanting to give you a hug
then with strokes of your keyboard, you opened up my heart
and look what happened, it felt as if i had seen the sun
for the very first time, you were so bright and warm
how could i resist the yearning to stand in the light of your love?
you bathed me in romantic hues
and touched me in so many different ways
you sang me love songs, you wrote me poetry
you wrapped your love in special gifts that made my heart float
baby now i have you, i swear not to let you go
if you would ever asks to leave me, i will seriously tell you no !
i sometime wonder about our future, will we still be together as one?
or will you run from me? telling me i am no longer the one?
i care about you is more then i could say

each day all i think of is about you
whatever i could give, i have given to you
i have found a place in you and need nobody else anymore
if the heavens have written that
your heart shall be my happiness
then i will never try to let you go
and we will start a new tomorrow
whatever i do only makes me think of you
everything in my world has and will always be you
even though i may not be next to you
i know that i will forever love only you
i never came across if one day you would to go
thought it would be easy, but i knew it was not to be
when you held me in your arms ever so tightly
it was harder for me to ever let you go easily
i am willing to sacrifice anything, anything except you
in my mind, all the mistakes i have done kept going through
i just hope you will always know
my love for you is so deep and so true
when your life is full, and you feel happy and complete
please think of me and your nights will never be cold and lonely
call me when you need me, look for me if you want me
i will be strong and i would not run
all of life's beauty is what you deserve to have
darlinkk rememeber that if your day may be hot and dry
i will be hiding in your shadows, waiting to wipe away your tears
to take away your pain, to catch you when you fall
and forever and always, i love you for all !

your kindness and love touches my soul
glowing warmth is there to hold
bright eyes sparkle like a star that lits the night
saying you love me and its all correct
loving you eternally, i promised i would always be there for you
to love you forevermore, loving each day new
dining with you in a flickering candlelight
our hearts come together, loving through the night
your loving eyes tell me words could never say
love so strong forever fills the air each day
your love your emotion is what i hear all around
the song of love that you present is a beautiful sound
together being with you everlasting is always on my mind
with no other lover, such happiness could i ever find
i will love you forever until the day we part
you will be locked in a special place deep within my heart
you are the one i love and the best thing in my life
the one i love so dearly and its you, my precious laogong !

baby i loved you at the very start
when your warmth heart met mine, i pray that we will never part
the times i feel sad and blue, you tell me it is okiez
you do that special thing and all my sadness goes away
i love you more each day and you mean the world to me
no other words can describe how much you mean to me
every time i think of you my pain will automatically eases away
i thank the lord that i have you and i love you everyday
you are constantly on my mind no matter what i do
if two words could describe, they would be simply you
you are all that i need, and all that i ever wanted
you are the one for me, the feelings i have for you are real
i hope i pray i wonder that we will always be meant to be
my feelings for you have grown so strong
i care and love about you more and more
no matter what happens i will always be here
i will always have an open door
you make me feel a way i cant describe
a feeling that is so good inside throughout
you have brought a magic to my life
each and every day we part, i miss your voice
the feels and the loves we share
the warmth in your heart, the way that you listen
and the way that you care and concern
i miss your laughter, the words in an msn
the tags and post in the blog, the sound of your voice
and the comfort of knowing you are near
even as i sleep, i will want to pull you close
and think of all the wonderful things that you have done for me
the secrets we shared, the dreams we create
and the way you have made all my wishes come true
as i hold you close every sunrise, i will never want the day to end
even if the night is approaching darkness covers
i promised i will hold you tight once again, baby i love you !

laogong if me and you arent meant to be
why are we still holding on to each other?
why do we promised each other that forever we will be there?
when we know we both really care
you never ever fool me and trick me with your lies
and you have been so been true all this time
i do want you to understand that i really do love you
and for once you will never feel numb to that
people surrounding me tell me that i need to let you go
but i just could not, because my heart tell me so
for that they will say i am so crazy in love with you
but the funny thing is that i am madly in love and i find it so true
no matter if i know that i might get hurt again anytime
i still believe that it will still be worth in the end.
i wish fate and destiny will never play and take you away from me
because you are the billions of people i could ever see
baby please want me like i want you, okiez?
i need you almost every single day
i donn care and i donn want anything more
all i know is i am locking you in my heart and shut the door
please donn shut me out of your heart
becuase i could not stand the feeling of being apart
darlinkk, who knows what will happen in the future
the next few years of our lives still arent sure
i just want to cherish the moment i have you now
they will be in my heart and i will always keep them there
the memories of what me and you used to be
will always be the biggest part of me ! i love you hubby !

lastly my baby, i found you in the darkest time of my life
you have once again make my happiness come alive
you done things that touches me and when all i could do was cry
which you made my heart grow wings and fly
you are the best thing i can ever know
and you help the best parts of me show
you are the person i will never let go, my love for you will always grow
believe it or not, i will always love you and only you !!

vemon wong ; you will always be in my heart
i never regret loving and being with right from the start
i donn wanna lose you neither i want be apart from you
you are all about me and you are what i see

darlinkk give me a chance to care and love you forever
i will never take this chance for granted i swear
because i would not want to imagine a life without you
its terrible and scary.. i need you.. x( baby love me please..

我爱你！很爱你！超级爱你！
王伟彬，你是我的最爱。。
在我的心中，你是最完美的老公。。
一生一世只爱你一个！！

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laogong you are not giving me enough for the night
so baby, lets do sex till the morning light
give me a call and for sure i will come running down
be ready get prepared as i am starting now
lossen up your buttons, be naked is what i want to see
let me see the devil in your eyes, baby come to me !

LET GET HIGH WITH NO REASON WHY ! :D

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i love you i love you i love you ! <3s AI SI NI LE ~

I LOVE VEMON WONG -part6-

2007-03-31T02:43:00.001+08:00

I LOVE VEMON WONG -part6-

laogong its seems long since i post for you
okiez ! here is another little post for you
i will fill the whole blog with love
you can never say the blog is dead :)

laogong, there is nothing in the world i need when i have you here beside me
you are my life, my soul and my everything
when i have you here beside me, i could fly
and if i know when i was about to fall, you would not let me reach the ground
in the arms of yours, you find the strength inside me that no one else could
not even i, had looked quite far enough to find
you are my sustenance, my world
i know you can give me the stars the moons the suns
anything that i want, you never fail to give it to me
but most importantly is that you already gave me everything in this universe
when the moment you gave me your precious heart

i was wondering that darlinkk remember what i said to you?
you are all about me, every single things
and every single bits of me, you are form in me
there are so many things in this world can be an example for you and me
like if i am a rose, you are my thorns
you will be clutching to me and protecting me
if i am the sun, you will be my rays
you will be helping me to shine and be all that i can
if i am a lake, you are my water
you will be filling me with dreams, ideas, and hopes for the future
if i am a tree, you are my leaves
you will be sharing who and what i am
and becoming an important part in my life
if i am a heart, you are my beat
you will beat rhythmically to my happiness
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
i am me and you are with me, to share all that i am
therefore, you are always a part of me and never will we be apart

as the days pass, my love for you grows more and more everyday
when everytime you said you love me
i feel better for who i am because i got you everyday
all my life was a disaster, but when you appear in my life
my disaster turn into happiess because you appear
i believe in you, you are the light in my deepest darkest hour
you are the key to my very soul, you are my savior when i fall
in your arms i found my paradise, as 1000 years would past
i would want to fall in love with you again
you are my only chance for happiness
if i lose you now i know i would die
if i cant have you, i need nobody else
because i know i would only want you !

all i want is to love you for the rest of my life
to wake up with you every morning by my side
knowing that no matter what happens
i will be able to come home to your loving arms
i want to share everything with you
to talk to you about our ideas, our dreams
the little everyday things that makes us laugh
and the not-so-little things we cant help worrying about
there will be a place you can always come to for acceptance
or the simple comfort that silence brings,
when things left unsaid are still understood
i wish to grow old with you, to watch our life unfold
our dreams, one by one, come true
darlinkk please let me love you forever !

i know i have been seraching for a love so true
but for some reason, i found that in you
you always would want to make sure that i am safe
no matter how hard the situation is, we could face
the best love of my life, is when you ask me be your wife
tears falls on my face and in my heart, nobody could ever take your place
you had took all my unwanted pains away
and i wish from this moment onwards, darlinkk please stay
when things are not right, i started to runaway
but you would always grabs me to say
just remember i love you, and you are a phone call away
two months have passed, eternity though it seems
god has been watching and you just for me
my love for you is too immense to measure
and your heart gives me plently of pleasure
the emotions you stir are of ardent love
with a devotion that comes from the stars above
the passion we share unites us as one, fulfilling the desires is just so much fun
i have given you the key to my fragile heart
with the dream that we will never part
as i write these words i hope you will heed, praying that i shall be all that you need

darlinkk when i am bored, i would listen to the wind
because i know i could hear your voice
i feel the sun on my face and i feel the warmth of your touch
you are everywhere around me
you told me you were only a whisper away
and as i whisper your name, i feel you, with your presence
the simplicity of your honesty is all the things i wanted to see
in all the miraculous world around me
you changes it into a beautiful fairytale, making me believe
that our fairytale, the love of ours, would exists forever
baby do you know that when i am moody or sad
i could feel you and you are always there somehow
to comfort me, i feel your tenderness, reaching out to me from wherever you are
in a story i read, in a song i hear
i see you in everything i do and everywhere i go each day
for i know you will never be far and in all the beauty of just living
through my joys and my sorrows, my triumphs and my pain
somehow i know that you will always be there for me
your love and your light will always be inside me
in my heart and my soul, images of you shine me through
helping me face the world and give to others what you gave to me

laogong i still remember when you told me
that you were starting to fall deep for me
the crazy thing about it is that i feel the same way too
i would even dream every words you said in my sleep
i close my eyes and played our song
the very one song that reminds me of you
the more i hear it, it makes me realize that i am so in love with you
our feelings are strong so i wish we would never go wrong
i know if i cried you would wipe the tears from my eyes
HUBBY I LOVE YOU and i have many reasons why
i give you my world and i happy to be your baby girl
no matter if anything happens, all the good and the bad
i will love you for the rest of my life

every time i feel you, it is like a fairy tale come true
as we smile at each other, it was like we are meant for one another
whenever i hear your voice, it is like you are the only rejoice
loveliness of your tone is the only sound i own
i promise i will love you for the rest of my life
if you will to be my husband, i am proudly to be your wife
i will love you until the end of time
i will be your everything if you will to be mine
i wanna hold you forever and never let go
i love you so much just thought you should know
i willl never stop caring and i will never leave you
believe me baby which my love will always be true
i donn care what people think and i donn care what they say
doesnt matter if they doubt us, i will love you either way
if you are asking if i love you? baby i do !
you donn have to worry; our love will always be true
i love the way you love me, i only wish that you could see
just how much your love means to me
i miss you now and there is never a time i donn
donn think i will ever leave you, cause baby i wonn and i swear !
i donn care about the world as long as i am with you
believe me when i say that no one else will do
clutched by the arms of destiny, i sense a gentle touch
i get real close, i could feel your heart.
and you are the person i adore so much
somehow knew it was you from the start
i wish i could find the words or even the ways
to show to express to you how i feel inside
all i know is i want you by my side
before you came along, i was so unhappy and alone
my days were filled with darkness and pain
all i wanted was happiness and love to gain
then you came along, first as a friend and now my lover
and i promise you there will be no other
you make me so happy and feel so loved
and everyday i thank the lord
for he has sent me an angel from heaven above
i care for you and love you more than you will ever know
i want to make you happy for the rest of your life
and hope you will never never never let me go
i cross my heart and promise you
you will find my love so warm and true
as the love i share and give to you, I LOVE YOU from now til the end of time

lastly my baby, there are things i want to show you
and things i want you to know that
my love for you runs deeper then the sea
no place on earth i would rather be
in your arms is where i belong
my heart my desires my passions so strong
things that you say are so intense
and when you whisper in my ear
i need you and i want you
we laugh together so hard sometimes and it only makes me see
that everything you are, is all i will ever need
to be with you and to share our love moments
endless in time as gentle calms the blue ocean
filled with mysteries and emotions, captivating my every senses and notions
the treasures of love so genuine, is what sweetheart in you i have found
to weather the storm of the skies grey or blue
a piece of heaven on earth gifts and treasures i will forever cherish
i love you VEMON WONG from the bottom of my heart
and never will you have to doubt this love i feel for you !!

V E M O N W O N G I L O V E Y O U ! !

25.01.2007 is the day i found you
the day you enter my life the day you are mine
and the day I LOVE YOU TILL END OF TIME ! :D

wo shi zhen de zhen de hen ai ni
please donn leave me no matter what
i will want to stick with you forever
you will always be in my heart, muackkks <3

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NOTED !!! :D

for guys and girls out there !

i have been named and crowned as mrs wong
vemon wong is officially my beloved husband
we had sex and our family is starting
so kindly please stop disturbing this warm family
for i know you were to break me and him
i apologise for saying and forgive me for resorting to means
you can insult or say me shameless, despicable or whatever
i donn even give a damn about it, but think twice
you will be more SHAMEFUL to be a THIRD PARTY
lastly, thanks for understanding if you truly understand !

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宝贝，你是我的快乐，我的幸福。
如果没有你的话，我的世界是黑暗的。
你带给我光芒，照亮我的人生，
在我的生命，你扮演了一个重要的角色。
没有你就等于没有我。
我渴望跟你在一起生活，
希望你能给我们俩一个机会，
让我和你用爱实现这个小小的愿望。。
我会永远永远爱你一个 !!
宝贝老公，我爱你 !!

baby sorry for posting this post late
never will i neglect the blog again. i love you <3s

DARLING!! 2nd month anniversary

2007-03-25T17:17:00.001+08:00

Our 2nd Month Anniversary

BAOBEI LAOPO! :D

It’s Our 2nd month and it’s still counting.
25th is the day for US only
No one knows how important it is!
It might be short for other peoples, people might say
“aiya, 2 month only, say until like 2 years”
But that we don’t care. We are living in our own world
Where we see no one. Only you and me

Darling, I know everyday there’s a little fear in you
That fear is ferocious and evil
It’s cunning and annoying
It just wouldn’t get off your mind
I wish I could be able to sweep this little fear in you
But it will only be clear on a certain deadline
Don’t worry I say!
Be confident your heart says!

Baby, don’t you always want me to repeat what I said the very very first time?
*Giggles*. Don’t tell you! :D
Okay Nah. Don’t play le later you say I bully you again!
Well baby, listen carefully oh.

The ways the special the feelings about you

Your so understanding! I can say
You kept your promises till the end
You cheer me up when I’m feeling down
You smile at me even though your day is bad
You hide your little emotions to make me happy
Your little wish is to make me happy everyday and never so sad
You accompany me every time im alone
You’re the only one that cares when im online
You hold my hand and point towards the sky and draw a heart shape
You gave me a feeling of protection a feeling of concern
You get so nervous when I hurt myself
You ask me to take good care and made me feel so fortunate that someone cares
You tell me you miss me, and for that you made me crazy
You forgive and forget easy
You have a big heart!
You only play the piano with true feelings
Even though something hurts you badly , you just said it don’t hurt
You are the strongest girl I ever seen
You fall easily and that don’t stop you from standing up again
You always put me in the first place
You forsake almost everything for me
You don’t take things for granted
You always gave me what I want and give in mostly to me
You give me many surprises, but I have not gave u one
You got angry when I don’t listen to you
You treat me like a treasure
You polish me like a 1 billion carat diamond
You refined me from a colorless picture to a wonderful piece
You said you love me and I can feel it
You cry when things gets real bad
You just show all the things that’s on your mind
For that I hope you don’t hide

BABY!
these are the things you made me fell so deeply in love with you

Sweetheart, no matter where you go
Where you hide
Where you are

Ill run through the world just for you
You brought me to a world I always took a peek on
Always dream of, always wish for.
Now I’m sure I’m inside that world I always longed for
So do you, my baby
Every time I hear your voice, its like the whisper from the heavens
The sound is so smooth, so peaceful
When the night I made you mine
From that night onwards, I can no longer feel the world moving
I can no longer feel the night
You lit up my night like its still in the morning
You stopped my world like you don’t wish to face the fate
Look at me, trust me, I’ll hold your hand and walk through with fate
I believe destinated couples faces many downs more than up
Because it’s set in our mind you’re my last and I’m your first
For that we will get married soon <3s
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART

My love expressed to you was so true
The days you fill me with love is so real
You meant so much to me that I’m in the midst of confusion of what to do
I’ll take my one step by one step carefully
You hold my hand and tell me not to afraid with a graceful smile
A smile that soothes the fear
You fought everything to save me
You endure the pressures presented to you
I thought I could do things to keep you strong
Open your heart and welcome me inside
I know I could and I will be able to
Ill stay in your heart no matter how small how hot it is
Ill never leave and endure everything
Days when you weren’t around
Things turn so bad, stormy days, thunder claps
I don’t know why I’m so scared
Gazing through the sky
I find comfort, I told the sky how I was feeling
The answer in my heart responds is

*I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU*

AiAi, look at us now, its like every obstacle is over already
Only thing left is the answer
Can you imagine baby? We have ENDURED
We have gone through them
By what? By heart and determination
I’m loving you more baby!
I don’t care anything is to happen anymore next
I know you’ll fight on with me
Ill be in the front carry the shield the sword
You’ll get ready to heal me
(woot gaming)

Baby, have we lost our dream lost our world?
Let’s go to a place where we can live within ourselves
Time will prove everything baby

Nowadays my “feels” within me is stacking and piling
Noticed I did not say much anymore?
Because I just want say it to your heart
I’m missing you a lot I’m missing you a lot
I’m loving you a lot I’m loving you a lot

Alrights baobei! This might be a short post. But I had put many feelings writing it baby
I’m really bad at writing things like this. But for you no matter how bad
Ill carry on

ELVA HONG! I love you!
2 months of wonderful day given by you
I just want more baby
I’m waiting!!!
Our wedding is today *LOL*
Virtual wedding but it’s a PRACTICE OKAY

Our motivation quote!

YI SHEN YI SHI
ZHI AI
NI YI GE

(Number 9 + number 2)
(11 = 1314 3344 zhi ai ni yi ge)

DIPSY AND LALA <3s

And this is our virtual marriage

Cute anot baobei XD! wo ai ni ohs <3s
my love for you is UNEXPLAINABLE!

Happy Two Month

2007-03-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!

baby today is our 2 month anniversary
a day which means even more than a normal day
and i have always been waiting for this day to arrive
because it represent that our love
is moving on and on each day
and i am loving you so much more ever

baby you are my everything
my love for you will always be true
whenever i need you
you are always there to help me pull through
baby you know i will love you until the end of time
i am happy you are finally mine
whenever you are around
you make the whole world shine
and i will always be thinking and thinking
that "god ! his is just damn so fine !"
baby i just want you to know
that no matter what goes wrong
i will love you always and forever long

i love you with every breath with all i have left
from the sea deepest deapth, i love you
with all of my heart strength, with a million miles length
everytime i think, i think i love you
as long as forever, i want us to be together
through all sorts of weather, i will always love you
when no one is there, when no one cares
when your love is rare, i will definitely love you
when everything is gone
when all your love for everything is withdrawn
when hoplessness dawns, i will swear to love you
you are down and you come unwound
our hope cant be found, please remember i love you
you make mistakes and you are filled with hate
the moment you are old and gray, i will still love you
until the last day on earth when you are taken away
even though we might go our separate ways
i will forever stay true and i will always love you

i have waited a lifetime for you my dear
i have searched the whole world over looking for your love
some days i never thought i would find you and i wanted to give up
so many other faces, so many wrong embraces
trying to find one heart that felt like home to me
none of them could ever compare to you love
you are my strength, my joy
you give me comfort from the storm
you make me smile on cloudy days
you keep me safe and warm
i once said that i would be so lost without you
your love is so pure and true
your heart is just so beautiful and kind
because you have walked that long and lonely road
that made you who you are, and you are mine now
i know it has been a hard long journey and it may get harder still
but together we can lift each other, our strength will get us through
i will never give up; i willl never give in, as long as i have you
when i look into your eyes, i know that our love is real
when you hold me in into your arms, nothing else could compares
let me lay here with you forever and gaze at your beautiful face
and dream of our life together, for i will lost in your embrace

i want to share my life with you, my dearest
the good, the bad, the ugly, the wonderful
sharing with you every dream, sharing with you every day
for as long as we live and breathe, okiez?
in my heart, there is no one else that could ever compared with you
now that we have known for our love, no one else will do
i love you with a love that is pure and true
and i know that our love will get us through
you are like the sunshine on a cold dark day
your love warms me with its tender rays
you have the strength of a majestic oak tree
and your love calms me like the deep blue sea
i want to be with you forever which you belong to me
to share our joys, our sorrows and raise a family
no one else could ever take your place
promise me that you will be mine forever and i will let you lead the way
i will follow you where ever you go and live to love you every day
i have never felt this way before and it is only you whom i always will adores
if you tell me i will be yours for ever and ever more
you can be my king and i will be your Queen
together we can do anything !
just take my hand and let us be a " WE "
you are the best thing by far, that has ever happened to me
someday as we look back on all the pain and strife
i know that everything will come to a worth
and for you, i will endure all the hardships in life
because we have each other, happiness that money can never buy
no one else will do and so i pledge my heart to you
when i am with you, the world fades away, so i will wait patiently until the day
for my true love to you, i do declare, you will always be the one i care
until then, just know that i am here, to lift you, to love you and share my heart
for now i think that is a pretty good start, an eternal love, i love you !

laogong, my dear thanks for answering my heart
do you know that i love you more than anything
or anyone else in this whole wide world?
i want you to know that we will be the most blessed couple in the land
you gave me all you had and i gave you all that i had
we obeyed all the rules and only we did broke a few
the mintue that i feel in love with you and you with me
the world had saw the truth, we have been through hell and back
they have even wipped our backs, you just hold me tight as they pass by
and whisper in my ear, forever, please come with me and we will fly
i will take you away ! baby i wont let you go so donn let me go
i want you to know that anyone can take my life away but never my love to you
look into my heart and you will see what you are meant to me
search your heart and search your soul
and when you find me there you will search no longer more
tell me it is worth finding for, tell me it is worth dying for
you know it is true, everything i do, i do it just for you
deep in my heart you will find that there is nothing to hide
take me and take my life, i would give it all ! just for you, i would sacrifice
it is worth for me to fight for as i cant help it, there is nothing i want more
there is no love like your love, and no other could give me just like you
my love for you will never be taken away
and i promise to you that i am here to stay
you are the one that makes my heart skip a beat
i get butterflies in my stomach every time we meet
when you hold me in your arms, i always feel safe and warm
like no one can due me any harm
looking in your eyes is like looking into crystals beaming with light
when my world is going dark, your love, trust, confindents in me brings me light
your always here with me thinking, praying along with me
with you in my life i know i can obtain anything
i am so in love with you and my heart knows it is true
i pray to god that i will never ever lose you
you are everything i dreamed to have
i hope our love stay strong and will always last
you are my hidden treasure i was destined to find
now that i have found you i will treasure you and forever you will be mine

i waited so long for you to open up my heart
when you opend up to me, i was scared my heart you would break
now that you make me believe that opening was never a mistake
every night my thoughts was of you, cause i long to hold you
i wanted to let you know how i feel and there is something i long for real
i dream of us happy togther loving each other forever and ever
there is no one in this world who i trust more than you
i cherish what we had and what we have
i pray nights and thank god for giving me such a angel like you
when i was down and felt like my world was crashing in
your love trust and words soothe my heart
you stuck by me no matter how difficult things were for me
i felt my heart going up and down
out of all the people i trusted, you were the one that stuck around
making me smile when i frowned and lifting my spirit off the ground
telling me the truth when i needed to hear it
even you knew it would hurt me, you still tell me as it was the best for me
your are my best man and my heart knows it is true
i want to tell you that your special to me and i love you

on a cold breezy night as i walk from the darkness towards the light
the road i am taking is the road to love
i knew i could find the love i dream of
you are the path that i will want to take
i found you for goodness sake
my heart yearns for you,
which you reveal yourself to make my dreams come true
i express for you, my love every day
you smile and came to my way
other people want me, but i want you
i simply cant help it but this is what my heart tells me true
now that we are together, i can tell you how much i care
all of those nights i was alone, i couldnt handle it without you there
i wasnt sure if you knew how very much you meant to me
i only wanted to be with you, i never wanted to be free
baby if i see you with anyone else
you would totally killed me and hurt me inside
we have been through too much, to have decided to be through
my love for you is unconditional, i will never stop loving you
i often think about you and it is time that i confess
you are on my mind alot, every day i can guess
but just because i think of you, every single day
and just because i miss you everytime you go away
and just because i want you and because i need you to
well you know i love you and it is absolutely right I DO!

my love for you is like a never ending story
so baby you need not need to think or worry
i can be proud to say that i loves you to death
i wish to be the one to hear your each and every breath
there are so many words i cannot say
but when i look into your eyes
maybe you will reflect me somday and shatter all my pride
each day my love grows stronger, for i know i can never control
there is way too much behind my smile, that i will slowly show
if you would take my hand, i would love you like no other
if you were to walk away, the pain cuts me like a dagger
so i will dream of us together, of how good it could be
because this is the only way to heal and cure my wound
my love for you will always be true
it wil never die, never fade, never slip away
my love will never bid ado,
this love will always be here to stay
you are the love of my life, you are my joy and my strife
as you soar through my mind, i can see this love is a rare kind
the love i want is the love i see
mostly when you are here with me, is the kind of love i long for
wishing you were here to hold
with your gentle touch and loving embrace.
knowing though that my heart has sold, to the man that i love most
with you is where i want to be, forever and all eternity
wishing my dreams will all come true, only because i want to be with you

laogong when i see your smiling face, i just wanted to jump and shout
if i see you feeling down, i just want to cry.
watching you in the halls, i get all shy and my cheeks get rosey
when i found out you liked me, i wanted to just start screaming
when you called me that one afternoon
i was shocked and thrilled at the same time
when we ended up talking until almost midnight
i felt so special that you would want to talk to me for such a long time
i hear your voice, i just feel like melting
and every minute we talk, i learn more and more about you
to see who you are inside, is a joy you brought to my life
even though your physical appreance is wonderful,
the way you are inside is even more beautiful
when i heard you still snuggle with a stuffed animal
my heart began to beat even faster
to think a wonderful guy like you still doing so, makes you even better
having the thought of snuggling with you
brings many dreams to me for our future
we havent known each other very long
but i already know that i care alot about you
and i appreciate that god let me know you
for bringing you in my life because i couldnt ask for more
i am hoping you feel along the same lines as i do
because i want to be with you and i want to love you

lastly my baby for i wanted to accompany you now
please darlinkk take me for what i am
within me is found no desire to harm you
give me what you have and i will treasure it.
like the mountains that give shade
i will overwhelm you with a love intensified
baby will you take me for i am free?
be with me as i hunger for you and i thirst for the love that you crave for me
unbound the chains that withhold us from what we feel
for Love is stronger than man, for love is not afraid
for the love my precious darlinkk give, i will have my final say : I LOVE YOU !

BABY HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
you are the love of mine x) you are forever my only
together, my home is settled in your heart
run to my heart soon baby, for i awaits your arrival x)
you are my everything, baby lets love tonights. muackkks <3s
every words i say i meant it from my heart
no lies no doubts, give me what you have, i protect it wholeheartly ! <3s

OUR HOME x) !

laogong something i spent lots of times doing
you only see the part of it only my dear
the rest, to be handle to you soon. muackkks <3

BABY I AM GOING TO LOVE YOU FOREVER !
HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARY AGAIN ! muackkks <3

The Longest Love Ever :D

2007-03-22T17:58:00.000+08:00

LAOGONG ! BOOOOOO ~

elva is here to write you something
to accompany you forever and ever
it will make your life go on as usual
you promised me alot of things right
you must fulfil it one by one, alrights?

firstly my mighty DIPSY LAOGONG ~
you got to be strong no matter what
ARRRRRR !!! cannot break your promise
as usual, i am not going to leave you
i am still staying and living in your heart
laogong, i hate to part with you everytime
but this time, i am going to control my fate
so i will prevent everything that is gonna happen
cause i know that laogong I LOVE YOU FOREVER
please for my sake, stand strong with me okiez
*baobao*!! *sayangsayang* my silly laogong
be a baby of mine with sweet and shinning smile :D

i really cannot imagine days without you
you always the source of my everything
the gradient lights that shine up my path
and forever i wonn find my road so dim so dark so lonely
because you brighten up everything on the road of mine

time after time i look out my window
you are always on my mind when i felt low
for you are one who embedded within my soul
i know i can never remove your image
and its as if you are all i can ever think of, baby
whenever we are away from each other
my days seem to stand still and unmoved
as i just wait to see you once again
the look of your face is what i can recalled
when i cant sense your presence, i am lost darlinkk
lost in a world of darkness and loneliness
i only wish to scream your name over and over
it just as though my heart is dead and its in need of you
but on my mind you stayed even when i dream
for you are in everything i seem to do
i hear songs that belong to us
just being play everytime i think of you
it will always be the sweetest sounds i ever heard
and it plays on through out my day and night
on my mind you are in every beat of this song
i whisper i love you and you know i mean it
for my heart has always beating together with you
you are everything in my life donn you see?
on my mind you stay with each breath i take
time stands still as i only wish to be with you
and when i am with you time is all ours to share
i really cherish each second of our days and nights together
knowing that forever we will be side by side
you stay and forever you will be,
for i love you and nothing else matters

i wish to use the wings of a dove
so as to let me bring you to touch upon paradise
discover our world of beauty surrounding so nice
we will definitely find the magic power within
the love between us can bring us happiness and joy
lets build our castles that float upon the opalescent sky
so as to touch the crystal stars that slowly seem to linger by
darlinkk, you promised to fight for our love each day
sharing such passion that nothing can ever take away
with our souls united in perfect solitude and bliss
eternal longings with joy is what we can never miss.
as time gives us breath to see into tomorrows cloud
we together will share a love in which we grow so proud
i am destined to hold you above any bitter storm of life
together we can bind the ties that release such strife
you always giving me the love that you been so true
gliding across the water in the sea of dreams for two
you capture the magical touches of passion in my face
and in the arms of you i find my rightful place
together with the love we can have it all to feel
passion and bonding in our hearts is strong as steel
to be proud to say you are always my sunshine
within my heart i can rejoice in love with you so fine
as the future we hold in our minds is to be found
we ride upon the wings of a angel to paradise bound

baby our souls is lost in time
words with such meaning felt so rhyme
sometime our souls is silent without a sound
and its only the heartbeats of love i found
being together with you in such a peaceful embrace
we stare our love into each others face
you and i are searching for faith and trust
and we have came into a world of shadows we are thrust
the doubts we will buried deep within so nobody can find
questions with no answers we will never put in mind
everytime we are longing for a better day
and angels of love brought us to heaven to stay
answers that we always wanted to seek, it is there
which the doubts we have buried is openly share
darlinkk, you know that my love for you is deep
memories of us and our love is will forever be keep
the evil thoughts and pains that is given everyday
i believe you and i will conquer it away
for i know that you are the one i love forever
and i believe we will walk down hand in hand together

laogong being with you i can use this two words
with you my baby, i felt so comforting so safe
it is amazing how these two simple, humble words
will make me feel loved and special everytime
you were a stranger first, now a perfect lover
we talked and laughed and, as time passed by
and i grew more and more dependent to your love
we are so very different, you and i, and yet so much the same
and our differences merge with our similarities
giving rise to something special and unique
we talk of so many many things,
and there are so many i often lose count
i value most the way we talk
about any thing any time any where
but mostly, the thing i valued most is us
each time i listen to you, each time i ponder what you said
i learn something new from you,
about you about me and about the world
i have learned to trust in your instinct baby

your life has touches mine
my relationship with you, my love for you
i am not the same girl i was a year ago
i will never be that girl in the past ever again
because you tranform me into you, i am living in you
laogong your love is forever greater than my heart
you took my soul and which i know i could never part
you are my only love, my true love forevermore
is you who i always adores
you shelter me with love that in my life i have never felt
with all your protects, my heart will not melt
just you, my heart melts at the mention of your name
a fire burns inside me, that only you can seem to tame
you are the delicate rose petals that fall upon my skin
this love is something i never felt before within
i am lost in your essence and trapped by your smile
in your eyes, i see sunshine and happiness all the while
the name of god is powerful and that i do know
but human love is always more powerful and i believe so
you are in my life that holds me within your spell
and you has taken me to heaven and released me from hell
my only love is you, the one who has my heart so true
without you at my side, i am lost as what is more to do
never has a love taken me to the heights of the sky
i see the beauty in you that god has given without deny
my heart is yours, to forever claim with a lock and key
for i wish upon the bright little star, i wish you for me
singing within my heart as i smile with such delight
knowing that you are beside me every single night
as i shout your name from the rooftops up to the heavens high
i give to you all my love, VEMON WONG until the day that i die
for you are my only love, my one love i know so sweet
and to my only love, i will be devoted with each heartbeat

i could hear your heartbeat calling out for me
from my emptiness that i contain, you set me free
i wanting to dance with you so gracefully
on the ballroom floors of our fantasy
i gave you my heart which it wasnt easy to do
although it went naturally, i felt invaded
you kept my heart and unable to give it back to me
strong emotions heated by your flame
love, trust and harmony, and yes you are the blame
you would always able to see true my heart
with your presence, you would see why my heart melts
i discovered real joy with you as you have told
that your warmth will be able to touch my soul
if you try to run away, you will break me on two
because with you my heart will stay and beat it full

you once told me that we both were sitting for a test
and we promised to give it our every best
i am always blaming why god always give me a difficult task
and it turns out that will never give our last
we choose to take the hardest road
but we will be able to see it through
if i had only one love left, i present it to you
i always thought of you, as the only one who understands me
and knows me inside out and i always thought of you
as the special one who believes in me without a doubt

since we first knew i have been wanting to keep this real
you had a big impact on me but that is only how i feel
when i need to feel alone, you come silently beside me
and you help me talk things out, without speaking
when i feel the desire to go on and i need a warm companion
you are close enough to touch, without reaching
you are always there, i need you, you help me see it through
i can count on you, you are there to comfort me when i feel blue
when i fall to fear, you are there to will away and make it clear
when i cant hold back my tears, you drive them with your laughter
you could smile away my fears forever
because i can count on you

laogong i will pocket you a rainbow or i will tip you the sun
and in summer i will buy your smile till you forget how to sigh
when my eyes caught yours we gave each other a smile
there was something there, something i havent felt for a while
you knew how i feel and
you knew i wanted more than just your smile
you made your move and you unlock my door
and gladly, you are the one i want forever more
my darkness that pains me will never happen again
with just one touch of your hand, you tore down my wall
then it didnt take much for the rest to fall
but, you caught me and held on tight
i knew i was in for the ride of my life
now there is a distance of just the memory of your smile
i told you before i am in this for a while
hold on tight is what you said to me
and i am holding on as tight as can be.
you rescue your dreams as i would rescue mine
you have come to sail with me in this heart sublime
hold me through my tears hold me in the rain
pieces of puzzles in this lifes and we are in the game
count the stars like embers in the night
i close my eyes and pray with all my might
so now your images are in front of me beside me
repeating and repeating everywhere around me
i reach out for a smile a kiss a home
and you see you could understand
i just want to find that home in your arms again

my tanning bed is where i lay
i close my eyes and think of faraway
i see you standing there waiting for me
i reach to touch you and your kiss
this moment so passionate i doesnt want to miss
my body trembles at the thought of you there
as you filled my heart i can tell that you care
this is what i have been waiting to do
is to surrender my heart totally unto you
pieces of my heart is too much for you to count
feels so much pleasure when were laying down
i open my eyes and wonder everywhere you could be
and finally i found you and you are the darlinkk i want to be

laogong i hope something what i did
wonn make you feel hurtful in many way
i just donn like when you just turn and walk away
something we said goodbye without explaining why
i know you care and i can feel that our hearts is tied
the feeling is so mutual, i have to admit i have lied
for you will always be forever in my mind
no words between us, just a simple i love you
will make every moment of our day blue
i just couldn't bring myself to tell you
that my heart has fell for you
my heart found out that the "Meaning of Love"
this heart of mine will never push you away
because my heart love you in its own little way
you will always be here with me
even if it is a fragment in my mind, just hoping someday you will find
that you will always be in my heart and mind for eternity
now all that there is left to say is in my heart you will stay
one more thing you need to know is that i love you in everyway

for so long i have waited for you my dear
i have wanted to be the object of your affection
for so long i have waited for your loves
and that you finally have the guts to pour it to me
for so long i have watched you
fall in and out of love with so many of your past
i wish i could be the one to share them
i remember back when we could talk about anything
and i could come to feel you just because i wanted to
but now sometime has passed and things just arent the same
my feelings for you are desinated and i know our love is the game
that is why i will always care, i will always be true
so, remember that, when i say, i will always love you

darlinkk i will light a thousand candles all around
show me to the subway, i will go down
nothing can be sweeter than the sound of making love
baby, when i start i just cant stop
i will love you from the bottom to the top
nothing is forbidden when we touch
laogong, to me you are like a diamond
i love the way you shine, a hundred million dollar treasure
i will give the world to make you mine
so we can have a better life in the end, is gonna be alright
if we can make it through the struggles,
we can make it through the fights
before i made a name in you,
for that reason my love will never change
no matter the money no matter the fame
the way i feel about you will remain the same
just take my hand and follow my lead
i put that on my life and you are all that i need
you brought the sun into my life
i want forever to be your wife.
at times i almost wonder why
you care so much, that is when i cry
your hand wipes away my tears
and with your love, you erase my fears
i dreamt upon a little star
my wish came true, for here you are
my love, please hold on to my hand
donn walk away your heart i will keep for another day.
true love that i have found, so close to my heart
forever being, so close, yet far apart
i lie awake alone in my bed
i wonder sometimes what is wrong with my head
to be this happy is almost a crime
finding a lover like you can be sweeter than time
so hold me close please donn let me go
i will love you forever is all you need to know

laogong a day without you is like a day without hope
no light inside and darkness strangles me with a rope
a day without knowing you are somewhere around
i felt so empty and lost, just waiting to be found
a day without you is full of desire
a burning feeling and a heart on fire
without you in me, makes me love you even more
when without heaing you, i donn know what to say
when your hearts never finds mine. you take my breathe away
everytime you hug me, i feel special in everyway
forever i will be, to love you everyday
you are part of my soul, the key to my heart
you make it up whole, every corner every part
without you my heart, would fall into bits
without you my soul, would never be lit
tell me why i have this feelings, deep inside of me
tell me if your love, will forever be
i am as sure as the sun sets, sure about our love
sure abour how wonderful you are
and i can feel free to ask the god above
i would ask i really wish to know what you really feel
can you stop slow so low, so i know our love will be real
i hope i worry too much, i hope i really do
i cant leave without your touch, do you feel that so?
if you feel the same, show your love lots more
i donn like to play these games, when you know who i adore
so tell me if you feel the same, tell me if its true
are you just playing a game or do you love me too?

you are my magic moment i remember
i dream of you and you were there
a fleeting vision, the quintessence
of all that is beautiful and rare
i love you with all i am and all i will ever be
you are my moon, my sun and stars,
my earth, my sky, my sea
my love for you goes down and down
beneath both life and death
do deep it must remain when i have drawn my last breath
you make my heart race every time you are around
i love to see your face no need to make a sound
the love that I have for you it is hard to even sleep
every time i think of you i feel this love so deep
the urge to hold you with every single change
always in my dreams upon the clouds we dance
you make me feel like the woman god destined for me to be
you have got that special power to set my spirit free
your eyes so brightly blue as you are looking right at me
it is hard for me to say this, but for who i am now to be
but i know i will always dream of the dream i was your wife
i will never forget that great night when i you were mine
but for now i will be your dear, to me that is still so fine
just to show you that i love you, because i know you love me too
everytime we speak, i know it to be true
donn throw me in the corner, keep me in your eye
because i donn wish you to say goodbye
the love i have for you will never be a shame
it once was a fire that turned into a flame
you are the mystery and the cause of all
Vemon Wong, i love you and i love you to the core

i see your eyes there filled with pain
and i will want to take it away again
how does it get there? am i to blame
my heart is so tender and were always the same
we are trying to adpat in every our ways
to be the one we can consumes in our days
if i could only make your smile with no tears to pass
for this, the final race i ran has won at last

i have always been lost, but now i have found you
you made me smile, as you wiped away my fears
you made me feel better throughout the years
you were my band aid, stopping the flow of my pain
you came to my aid, you made me feel sane
the something you gave me, the something i felt
helping me with my problems that had never been dealt
you tell me you trust me or are these just only words
what will come to be? will you leave me hurt?
facing the truths, i thought and you are the one to be
the perfect one, who had finally save me
i believe you had make me recover, i am no longer the same
because i know the distance you ran and now you had came
before you came, my love and pride is in the drain
you resuced me and protect me from my sorrows like an infant
when you came along, i believe in unicorns
as you make me feel my best, for everyday i was reborn
you know i was once in this prison of mine
and always wondering why i cant be fine
the feeling of belonging is now clear
because you give me no reason to shed a tear
i knew you one time and i knew you would be mine
i wish we lived close to each other and i will never find another
i feel like your the one to make me feel more beautiful
cause you are the boy who make me feel so meaningful
baby i love and miss you so much
i cant wait to see you and feel your loving touch
when i am with you i wish i could scream
so as to tell the whole world that i love you
i know we sometimes argue and i blow my lid
but you are so forgiving and you cuddle me like a kid
baby before i knew you, i had nothing
i knew nothing and i felt nothing inside
i was soulless and my heart was empty
after knowing you, i found a special relationship
i know the qualities of beauty and i am dominated by emotions
i found immaterial essence and my heart is full of life
loving you is heavenly sent and i feel that deep passion
i feel a strong moving sprit and loving you make me whole

i need you so bad living without you make me sad
the time seems so short and yet so refreshing and strong
i will die if i donn receive your loves
please let me breathe it with just one breath of love
this will help me to be complete and strong
because of you, i believe in me
you have brought a light into my life
because of you, my heart no longer aches
you taught me how to love and to be loved
because of you, i am no longer scared
i feel brand new each day as i go through each hour
because of you, i have no doubts in your love
as your love guides me in all that i have to go through.
because of you, my soul is at peace
i found in you and figure out what has been missing
because of you, i am in love ! in love with a man
that believes in me and understand me in every single way

i am sitting here writing countless words
trying to explain my emotions for you
and i hope it will not be pointless
for no amount of words could ever explain
the true feelings my heart keeps
not even spoken words could explain
the impact you have made in my life
you changed my world of sadness and filled it with joy
you opened my heart and taught it how to love again
but the soul that hides deep within my heart
and soul long for the presence of you beside me
i try to reach out and tell you how much you mean to me
your smile brings light to every room
everything glows like a rose bush in bloom
my heart beats faster like a racehorse in flight
everything you do just feels so right
you are so charming and loyal not like anyone has been to me
true love i think they call it, there is nowhere i would rather be
we are so much in love and it is hard to explain
over time you has made me forget all the pain
remembering how we know is really quite a blast
loving you was not really easy unlike in the past
what you do for me is such a wonderful change
to me, you are everything higher than any range
on that night we talked, you touched my heart straight away
my only and only hope is to be his wife one day

when you were not online it wasnt so fine
i was longing you so much that we would catch the sunshine
the dream i wrote to you and hope you would reveal
i packed your loves in a box and kept it seal
i wrote you that i have been missing you
and it is true darlinkk i am not lying to you
our dreamland is empty with you
come home baby, make our dream come true
i am just so lonely without you
so darlinkk, set the date and please fulfil
i aint that good as you wanted me to be
but i know something i know i would be
i would be the best wife you would had ever
and you would not regret the decision you make, never
this page can tell you the words i express only
and without you my darlinkk, i am alone and lonely
i can feel your touch and i know that much
i feel your breath upon my skin and you are deep within
within my eyes i hold your gaze and our love is ablaze
i hear your thoughts within my mind and our love is not blind
our hearts beat time together, we are one forever
the first time i knew you i found love
you are like a heavenly angel sent from the sky above
you are always there for me, helping me to stay strong
you are my hero with a shoulder i could lean on
i really donn care what others have to say about me and you
all i know is that i love you and will always stay true
i kind of knew you and i were meant to be
its like god heard my prayer and made you a reality
you are the one who makes my skies blue
my dying wish is just for me to say one more time that I Love You !

i gave you my heart, i gave you my world
i hope i could be your little baby girl
you say you love me, you say you care
but should i question you? shall i take a dare?
even though this long post something may not rhyme
but i want you to know i am thinking of you most of the time
you are my guilding star, a star that shine and shines up in the sky
high where dreams come true and true i am saying to you
you live in my heart, a heart that is alive in each and every part
you are the reason i feel this way, the reason i am happy day by day
my love for you is growing stronger and i cant hold it in any longer
when you kiss me you take my breath away
how is it possible you always know what to say
being around you gives me butterflies
you always put the sun in my rainy skies
i think i found my soulmate, baby meeting you was fate
everyone thinks this wonn last, its only cause of our difficult past
i want you to open up and drop your wall
which i will promise to catch you if you fall
donn listen to what they say, lets live in our own fairytale
if they donn like it they can go to hell
you are my precious love, my true love, and always you will be my love !

forever it seems, you have been in my dreams
forever it feels, i have been at your heels
forever i fear, you will not be here
beside me, where you are supposed to be
i want you here, i want you now.
but just one simple question, how?
so many days i wanted to be your girl
because you mean more to me than anything in this entire world
i have experienced this special kind of joy after i have found you
your sight gives me an extraordinary, yet an unusual kind of elation
you are always on my mind, be it morn, noon or night.
i love to hear your voice, your laughter
i really feel perplexed, when you are worried or sad
i swear i can do anything to make u smile
to share your sorrows and worries
every moment away from you feels like hours
every hour feels like days, and every day is a year
now i hate to imagine how long a year would be
i donn know what i would do without you to guide me and help me
without you by my side, i would be completely lost
i guess that is the way i feel about you
there is a pure and sheer feeling of joy whenever you are near me
the feeling is so very different for which
i guess no one has created any word yet
i want to promise you that i am never going to give up
you are my soul and you are my love,
i donn know how fate would allowed us
to meet, maybe its destiny, that we are united till eternity
i shall never wonder why i love you, i had been looking for someone
whom i could give all my love to and i never realized i would miss you so
maybe staying apart, our love seems to grow
without you i will never be the same
and i want to promise, i really do, always and forever, i will love you

can you hear my hearts longing, echoing quietly in your mind
spanning the distance between us, allowing my love to find
the one person i wish to share, my heart my soul my life
i long to hold you close to me, and be your passionate wife
the years ahead hold promises, although this beginning brings fear
because no life is certain, or ever free of tears
but the best part of loving you, is a sense of fulfillment so rare
and the hope of each new tomorrow, i awake to love you beyond compare
do you know what it means when i say i love you?
do you truly understand, i hope you do
the love that i have is very deep in my soul
the love i have for you is what i cannot control
i would do anything to bring a smile to your face
i will always be there with a warm embrace
my shoulder will be there when you wished it for
my hand will be reaching for you when you fall
when you are hurting, i too will feel your pain
and when things get out of control, i will be there to keep you sane
baby, please understand my love is true when i say i love you
know that it comes from deep inside of me
it is not just three words, cant you see?
it is all of my heart and soul, and i put into a phrase
if people knew how much i love you, they would be amazed
so when i look deep into your pure heart, i can truly say that i do love you !

baby if you kook inside my heart
you will find a secret place reserved for you
and you just for you alone
once you enter my heart you enter my soul
you will feel my love washing in waves over every moment of our sharing
entering my soul, you get deep into my thoughts
and you will see silver stars dancing our names across the heavens
finally, you look inside my life and you will know
that love has etched your name on my very soul
for all that you are, for all that you do, I LOVE YOU !
for all that you have been, for all that you say, I LOVE YOU !
for all your support, for all your encouragement, I LOVE YOU !
for all of the tears that you dry, for all of the smiles that you bring to my life
and I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU !
for all of your trust for all of your loyalty
I LOVE YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL ! muackkks <3s

lastly my perfectionist laogong,
i love you today and i will love you tomorrow
just three words to clear the sorrow
that will never leave my heart or yours
from this day forward, you are so special to me
i love you with all my heart
always have and always will
from couples to forever, that never end
you will always be with me as i will always be with you
until we cross the gates of heaven, there we will always be
together until the end my love :D

BABY I LOVE YOU !
3 WORDS 8 LETTERS 1 MEANING !
you are my love, forever always you will be <3s
more loves coming to pour..
my loves for you never ends.. i realise.. :D

VEMON IS MY LOVE

pictures of our loves <3s

THE SWEETEST LOVE OF ALL <3s *darlinkk you are my forever*

hehe i love you baby <3

2007-03-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

I LOVE VEMON WONG WEI PING !
laogong mini post for you
new blogskin for you, new song you love
everything just for you my baby ! i love you <3

LOOK DOWN (:

kekes..*!! laogong you love it ma?
hope you love it, though my handwriting sucks
i apologise because i was rushing this work already
hoping to talk to you quick, want to accompany you
leave you along for so many hours,
baby i am sorry ! hope you appreciate what i done

last but not least, darlinkk i never regret loving you
i never will want to leave you
no matter where i go or what i do
you will always be on my mind, i am thinking of you ! <3s

Hubby To Wifey Post =) so sweet

2007-03-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

WIFEY! Been thinking of giving you a return POSTY!
Took me a long time writing took me along time thinking
And hearing what my heart has to say
what can i say but i miss you i miss you.
VEMON ADORES ELVA

here goes my post:

--The Beginnings--

Wifey, do you remember how we first chatted?
although we just met not long ago on that day, but in my heart i seem to know you long ago.
i seems want to know more about you that i can be very focus on you.
at the start i did not even realise that theres a feeling growing inside my heart
till the day i find it uncomfortable without you, i just miss you so much and dont dare to say
and the feelings grew day by day
from that day on we started saying we miss each other alot
feelings grew much stronger :D
we care for each other like what common lovers do
but we share things not all lovers will ever do

--The Days--

we chatted very long hours everyday
we read each other mind like a book i must say
Among us theres nothing to hide
everything seems so white
it seems that the more we chat the more we love each other
the more we love each other the more we cant live without one another
The promises we made
will never come to hate
The High and lows we have been through
The skys above us is always blue
The everyday nights are dark
No matter how dark we will never part

and

feelings just grew extremely stronger :D
VEMON HEN AI NI!

--i dont wanna lose you--

Ever since you became my another Half
i never wanted to change my path
You are my guide straight up into the lightYou are my happiness, my love, my everythingI can’t wait for what my life is going to bringI want to grow old with you and dieBecause I know I cant tell a lieThat I want to be buried right next to youAnd on my grave it will say "I Love You."

You have always been the one I’ve been looking and seeking for
I know our relationship can never be easily bent like a fork
I will prevent everything that brings you harm
For all you need to do is to bring me into your arms
I call upon the angels to guide us through our hardest times
Through all the days ill soon make you mine
I always wanted to know always wanted to show
To love you with all my hearts to make you warm and not cold
I’ll protect you ill be your shield
For that, that is why I love you
No matter how many miles I have to run,
I promise ill never stop to make you smile
Whenever you are down
The day you open my door of loneliness
I knew you will be there to ward all of my illness
Our love have no boundaries or ends through all the thick and thins
From the start I knew I have found my everything
For once for twice I want to promise you !
That now your in my heart, I don’t wanna lose you

When I’m sad or feeling blue
I know I can always count on you
You make me laugh you make me smile
Knowing we’ll be together in a little while
Hold my hand and bring me to a special place you call it Castle
Ill bring this little fairytale to our world call reality
Be my girl be my wife be my eternity
You are something so special so rare
That I cant resist but to stare
Baby is the only person I can care about so much
To love and to hold you ,give me your special touch
I love you and I want you to know
That I will never ever let it go :D

Baby, I don’t know how the world is like now
You’ve been so caring so understanding towards me
I cant help but to shower you more of my loves
I tried so hard to give my negative thoughts away
I just wanna live with you in a happy way
i’m sorry that I can be stubborn at times
but please forgive me
whatever I do I never wanted to hurt you in anyway
in other words I meant you good
its just that I’m bad a expressing or maybe you can say I don’t know how
I will give you my best my everything’s
And Do you Know where you stand in my heart baby?
Its too high to be mentioned. :)
I have so much feel so much things to say so much to let you know
Baby you have done too much for me
How I wish I can be the one doing more things for you
Now you can take a rest and let me do everything for you okay?

How I wish I can be flying anywhere with you
For once I disappoint you for twice I still failed you
For trice I don’t know but for the rest give me a chance.
I know one day I’ll be waiting just beside your seat. :D
Baby girl, no matter where you’re going where you’re leaving
Remember Vemon Wong Wei Ping will always be waiting
Take my words this time.
I promise ill wait

No matter how long no matter how far
Its either I wait or I search
Ill do anything for your everything
For you and for me
Ill change it what it wasn’t meant to be
Baby, do you know how much I wanted you to stay?
I don’t know how to let you know but to keep asking you if you could stay
i don’t like the days waking up without my phone ringing
the messages, the calls from you
ill miss especially the regular “SPOT CHECKS”
I know I cant force but to accept
Ill be strong and be brave
The keep the promise that ill behave

Baby, you`ll be leaving in a few days time
I wish there’s still a chance to stop the time L

--how do I live without you?—

I know I cant live without you and this is true
And I will stick to you like a glue
like a homing missile following you
wherever you go I will still find you
for this day soon ill be living alone for a week or maybe more
I want you to know how I miss you each day
Baby elva, promise me you`ll come back no matter what alright?
From the start we have already walked our way here
And now you’ll be leaving, ill set up a tent here
To wait for your return and continue to walk down together
I find it real hard to live my life alone without you
From a day full of nags
To a week full of black
The day is near
I don’t want if I can hold back my tears
When your in that place, remember to feel your heart
Cause you know, you know ill be screaming hard

25/1/07 – 25/2/07 – 25/3/07

Baby.. Soon it’ll be our 2nd month together
Yet still can’t celebrate together
But I believe we can

I will not marry the one I can live with, but ill marry the one I cannot live with out!

I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
*marry me please*

    --Wishes—

  Darling! I want to last with you till eternity
I want to be there for you daily
I want to make you my one and only
And I’m your one and only
I want to pamper you lightly
I want to observe you carefully
I want to understand you perfectly
I want to hold you regularly
I want to be merge with you willingly
I want to make you smile confidently
Baby I just wont let you fall easily

Be my everyday remedy!
Lovesick is cool!

I’m loving you more and more baby
I have to say our communication is never a worry anymore
The problem now is how can I love you to the core
Everyday I look at our picture I see you smile
It makes me wants to hug you tight and our loves will pile
I find my princess so beautiful
You’re the everything that makes my life wonderful
Without you my life will become so awful
Everything from now on I just want you to be the very first
I want you to be the first to step into anything
I wish I can bravely hold your hand and walk through this cruel world

I vow to god
I will love Elva Hong Pei Ni One and only

Elva For all my life
All I wanted
  All I love
All I need
I miss
I cry
I smile

Is only for ELVA HONG PEI NI! <3s

--My love for you—

in the past “I love you forever” no longer seems real to me
I hope darling, our love is binded together from the very start
I would like to tie a dead knot to it
So that we can never be unbind again
I want to give you my best cause you’re my last
I don’t want to regret because I hate to regret
I hope what I have done darling will like it
Although I have not done much
But I promise you baby, wait and see

My love for you will never be false
Because my heart tells me it’s true
If only I know how to prove my love for you
I will do it no matter how much how high it cost.

*WO AI NI LALA ELVA!*

--Our Story Never Ends—

Darling, be mine and ill love you with all of my heart
We’ll build our own castle
And give it a name
Our everyday life’s will never come to any end
-Elvon-

Stay with me~
I LOVE YOU BABY!
*yi shen yi shi zhi ai elva hong pei ni yi ge*
<3s for life my wife =D <3s

--Eternity--

(please don’t go)
*grabbed from the lyrics*

You ain't gotta be scared i ain't going nowhere
For the rest of my life I’ll be here with you
Just listen to this song is dedicated to you for everything you've done and everything
you do your working 9 to 5 so you can provide you did what you had to do
So we can survive i give you all the credit girl cause you keep me alive
So listen when i say Listen (please don't go away)
Cause i need you to stay every night i pray
I'm hoping for the better days praying that you'll always stay
Girl don't you leave my side just give me some time so i can make it right

You were there with for me baby
before i made a name girl for that reason my love will never change
No matter the money no matter the fame
The way i feel about you will remain the same
Through the good and the bad through the thick and the think
I'm gonna love you baby till the day that i leave
Just take my hand and follow my lead
I put that on my life your all that i need

----------------loves----------------

love vemon always -part5-

2007-03-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

MY LOVE FOR VEMON WONG -part5-

MY FAIRYTALE THAT BEGINS...

once upon a time, in a land far far away
there is a kingdom in the country of Vemonia
in the kingdom itself, beside the king and queen
they gave birth to a handsome prince, called Vemon
slowly, Prince Vemon grew up with his charming looks
beside his beauty, he has a golden heart
in the country, many girls fancies so much to him

one day, the king and queen were in thoughts of a heir
they decided to find Prince Vemon a suitable wife
so as the king is able to pass on
the generation heir to Prince Vemon
though Prince Vemon finds it too fast
but he doesnt wish to disappoint his father
thus, the king orders every girls in the country
to be invited to the grand ball in the royal palace

when the day the ball cames
millions of girls were introduced
but in those crowded full of girls
none of the girls seems to caught Prince Vemon's eyes
the ball was being extended

in the grand ball, Prince Vemon find so bored
so he went out of the city to take a breeze
when he came by to a unknown lakeside
he saw a ugly duckling on the lake
he never knew that the ugly duckling was able to talk

so the ugly duckling asked :

" hey, Prince Vemon, why are you so moody? "

the prince replied :

" the king has order me to find myself a wife but
none of them i look upon with, what i seek is feeling and
which both out hearts can bind with "

and ugly duckling said :

" if you were to say i am the prettiest duck
in the world you have ever since and i will
transform into a beautiful girl that will fully
understand you and love you for the rest of our life
and i will be the one you are seeking =\ "

the prince replied again :

" you are so ridiculous ! you are just a nobody duck
and i find you so ugly.. you can never transform
into a beauty duck and finally became a swam "

ugly duckling replied again :

" i will definitely wait for you, my dear Prince
i believe i will convine you and you will come
back to me once again "

Prince Vemon couldnt accept what the ugly duckling said
so he went back to the palace with many thoughts
but he never seems to take it in heart
the king was so furious why did Prince Vemon ran away
thus, the king orders that he shall personally
pick a wife-to-be for him immediately by tomorrow
no matter how Prince Vemon resist or felt against
he still would have to abide with the king

so in the late hour of the night
Prince Vemon decided to give himself a chance
to seek his true love outside of the city
Prince Vemon went back to the same place
where the ugly duckling was.
he set up a small house near there
living all by himself and together with the ugly duckling
ugly duckling was able to understand his feelings
days went by, Prince Vemon develop feelings
for the ugly ducklings, but he kept his feelings first

one day, this ugly ducklings was in trouble
she was targeted by a group of hunters
one of the hunter shot an arrow into ugly duckling's heart
Prince Vemon saw it and immediately resuce ugly duckling
Prince Vemon saw ugly duckling lying on the floor
with a pool of blood not moving at all
his tears flowed down his cheeks
this time, fairy god mother came by

fairy god mother said :

" if you want to save this ugly duckling
the only way is to kiss her on the forehead
and immediately she would come back to live "

saying finish, fairy god mother disappeared
without any hesitations, Prince Vemon kiss ugly ducklings
a bright light appears and shine onto ugly ducklings

ugly ducklings turns into a normal girls called, ELVA
Prince Vemon was shocked and surprise
but Prince Vemon was so deeply in love with Elva
one day, Prince Vemon brought back Elva to the kingdom

the king and queen was pleased to see
becuase Prince Vemon convinced them with
their true love stories and they agreed
Elva agrees to marry to Prince Vemon
and then there was a happy wedding

therefore, Princess Elva and Prince Vemon
lived happily ever after
their story will continued and never end !

LAOGONG ! this is our fairytale :X
and i will love you with all my heart

baobei dipsy laogong, do you know something?
when everytime i am so confused about my life
and when everything seems to go wrong
i always think of how you care
and forever its helps me to stay strong
never regret making you are my star and guiding light
because you always help me through the dark
i love the way you understand the feeling in my heart
till now, no ones ever made me feel the way you do
my heart beats faster when i feel you near
and i am glad that you are mine now
as our bond grows stronger and stronger each day
i realize that it is true and i thought it over, now i know
i really do love you and wants to be with you
although peoples tend to say we will have an end
but i know you and i will prove them wrong
i cherish what we have for now and will never let it gone
i know that loves sometime may be hurtful
but we are careful and i believe we will make it through
i am willing to endure all that if only were for you :D

there is a place i live so well
and i love a boy and i want to tell
therefore i love you for many reasons
i love you because of the person you are
i love you because you are always honest with me
i love you because you will be the one i ever had
i love you because how perfect and sexy you are
i love you because you brought me the happiness
i love you because your smile lights up my day
and finally i love you is because you love me !

you know what to do and you know what to say
when i am feeling down or having a bad day
if you werent there i dunno what i would do
who would i turn to? without a dear like you
i know that sometimes we donn always agree
but if i am ever in need you have always stood by me
we have had wicked ups and depressing downs
our shares of smiles and hugs angry tears and frowns
but no matter how bad a predicament
we each find ourselves in and we have stuck together
through the thick and thin, we have a relationship
that nothing can tear, throught boys girls and other crap
we still become and make a pair
i can never express in words
just how good a hubby you are to me
know that what ever happens, my darlinkk you will always be!!

there is one person in this world
i want and i want him dearly
there is one person i want more than anything
that one person i want more than anything
that one person i want is YOU ; VEMON WONG.
i love you deeply because you showed me love
my hopes of us being together and never will kiss goodbye
i win the race to your heart and i got the whole part
my plan was not to give up, never to give in
my goal in this race wasnt to lose but something i must win.
therefore everything has work out
everything has to be ok so i can walk with you till end of the day

you are my one true love and that is the fact
i love you for no matter where you are at
vemon wong, you are my love, you mean so much to me
i hope this love will last for eternity
though i cant express my love in everyway
but you gave me your love everyday
i love you and what you made me to be
because true love you give is important to me
your my world, you are my soul
you are my destiny and you are everything to me
god sent you from above that is why i cherish you with my love
you turn my world of darkness into light
with just one kiss you will do me right
darlinkk i love no matter where you are
my love for you will always be your shining star :D

LA LA * L O V E S * DI PSY ~
forever my one and only.. you are in my heart always.
muackkks.. take care my baby..
and the blog now is your turn to take care
pour me with your feels and filled the blog with your loves
i will always be there watching over you. <3s

love vemon -part4-

2007-03-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

I LOVE VEMON WONG -part4-

laogong, i wish to tell you a repeat
i am missing you now
though yesterday you said something bad
but i will just pretend i never hear it
i will earse that from my mind now
because that was not you, and i mean it
never to lie, i can i am disappointed
but i know you did not mean it too
"FOREVER" this word i know
you can never use it on me anymore
because its seems to heavy, a big burden
and i know you can never carry it anymore
so i choose to use this method to end it
baby i am sorry, but as i said, i still believe

there is one person in my life who will love me forever
one person in my life that can hold me together
through good and bad times that i had
this one person in life will remember all that i had
from laughing and crying, from confessing and denying
there was always one person who knew when i was lying
to be strong and be true, to care and to love
this one person taught me all of the above
took me with care and shelter me from harm
protect me with love and filling me with feels
there was one person who did this in a single given day
i recognize and i thank you for everything you do
yes ! BAOBEI LAOGONG, now you know
that the only person who could be is YOU !!

we all have situations that has ups and downs
and different times for our smiles and frowns
we all are always being loved by each other
thus, from being a friend to a perfect lover
for you is whom i am loving for
and with each passing day i need you more and more
we may have own opinions and we shared our faults
but none of these things should bring our relationships to a halt
we have our individuals and we kept it respected
therefore, our love is always being detected
you are the one i matter most and the one i hold to care
and i scream telling you, darlinkk i love you !
i will do anything to please you and everything to love you
you are just my knight in shining armor
which you will protect me with your sword
you treat me like a princess which i give you my castle
and you build and turn it into a kingdom
i will do anything for you and i need you in my life
so please be my king and i will be your queen
to live happily ever after and have a story book ending !

with this forever and a day
i know you would not want to made me fall
i gave you my number and you really did call :D
though we were together not long
but to me its was like tons of years
we actually made it through the hard times and tears
i count the seconds that we are apart
the day seems so long but you are here in my heart
if you were my prince to be
you could always marry me
because i know i would want to be your princess
and things would be just fine to rest
just like in a fairytale with you
you would always be mine and i would always be yours
with love behind us with closed doors

darlinkk you are a part of me where i cant let go
you are also a part of me which i cant control
if i could, you would be here by now
holding each other till the sun goes down
i know its hard for me without you by my side
we were meant for one another which i believe
like husband and wife, as long as it takes to make them see
nothing can tear us apart because we were meant to be
we belong together and our hearts beat as one
thats why we stand out brighter than the sun
i am not gonna let you go as you are mine
everytime i think that i gonna lose you now
i will tend to break down and cry
i wish to see us together growing old
baby you are everything, you are my heart and my soul
i am never walking away from the one i truely love
every night i pray to that wonderful man above
you are the one that shines our star so bright
no matter where you are, i know you got me into your sight
you also let me know that i may be the one too
you whispers in my ear and told me i am the one you thinking of
i am standing up there pretty clever
i told my self and i realise i am going to love you forever

i have stay alive for so many years
but with you now reduces my tears
someone explain to me why they feel i am so apart
and i told them now i have found my start
you saved me from the devil who took away my soul
i only wanted to see the smile upon your face
it didnt matter when or how, at any given place
at the break of dawn or deep within the night
you were my source of strength, my guiding light
i put my faith in you for the love you have always shown.
it doesnt matter whether you are in hell or heaven
as your soul will still reaches me even without your presence
jelousy soared among girls for you, but i am your wife
i will always understand our relationship in life
the boundless connection that we had and build
i promised not to break it as i swear in my heart

sometime we have arguements but we always work them out
and we never knew how they started and what is all about
people say it wont work out and our relationship wonn last
so lets start a new beginning and forget about our past
you are so special to me and i care for you
now if only you could see how much i really love you
i feel that you have always been there when i am sad
and cheer me up when i am feeling so blue
if it werent for your love, i wouldnt be here today
if it werent for your kindness, i donn think i would have stayed
sure, sometimes you might have get real mad
i always learnt my lesson, and for that i am glad
i will always be here for you and in case you didnt know
i will always love and care for you, every second that my heart grow

when i was still living in the world of my own,
my heart had been broken and dropped on the ground
left for people to step on and insulted all around
but you came along and instead of walking
on the floor with all over my broken heart
you gently picked up all the pieces so tenderly taking care of it
you were so different from all the other guys
the things you say and the way you make me feel
you have taken and molded my heart from the broken mess
you cared it and given it hope that it could be whole once again
oh yes i must confess that i am afraid and scared
that my heart go so fully to another that anytime it could drop
and once again break into the pieces it was before
but i want to believe the words that you tell me with such sincerity
and now i will trust in the man that has nurtured my poor heart
into what it is now just with a heart so full of love and hope
a heart that will love you for all, enternity !

at times my heart aches and i donn know what to do
i think its because i am always thinking of you
what i think doesnt matter anymore
i just want you to walk through my door
so i can hold you in my arms once again
i have that feeling for which i can not defined
i search and search for that feeling once more
but no one can compare to you whom i adore
once my hands tremble and my heart shakes
wishing it was a bad dream and everything is fake
but my hands still shaking and my legs feeling weak
i find your are the only one of which i can speak
i pull myself into withdrawal, like a hermit in a little shell
and scream out of my life as i am living in hell
for without you my world is shattered
and my heart is on the floor all being scattered
i am trying to speak the truth, though i know i have no proof
but deep inside i know, when i am with you my heart just flows
and this for a fact i know is true because i listen to my heart
and my heart screams once again that I LOVE YOU !

darlinkk you are so dear to my heart
but i always fear that one day you would tore me apart
but you taught me everything that i need to know
and for the things you said, i promised never to let it go
our eyes is lock and million emotions are stirred in me
nothing could be just so nice as you are to be
i talked to you just hours ago and yet already i am missing you
other than in fairy tales, could a love like this ever be true?
the love that you shown is not just a storybook theme
everytime a piece of me is missing just whenever we are apart.
i am a little timid because all of this is so new
and yet when you touches me, i felt so safe ever before
understanding this would be like trying to map out the stars
who knows what happens that moment
when the distance is crossed between two hearts
all i know is that you are there in a place of me
and although a word couldn't possibly describe this feeling
for lack of one, i name it just for you, you are it !

lastly my dear, i come here to ask for your heart and hand
hoping one day you might just understand..
that everytime i see you with my eyes open wide
and everytime you smile my heart smiles inside
for now i just hope that you are my true destiny
and that we are together forever just to share eternity
i wish for us to be with each other till death do us part
because i swear that i will love you with my whole entire heart
i thought about this moment ever since i knew you for the first time
but for now i just wish that you will forever be mine
no matter what you decided to say
just let me have this chance to love you till my dying day !

WO * AI * NI * LAOGONG ! ! !
to be forever or not? lets face it and decide it together
baby i still believe the promise you vow to me
no matter what you say, that will not affect how i feels always
till now and then, we will NEVER END !!
vemon wong is the love i ever wanted in my life <3

Love Vemon -part3-

2007-03-14T04:08:00.000+08:00

MY LOVE FOR VEMON WONG -part3-

laogong i miss you i miss you i miss you !
laogong i love you i love you i love you !
laogong i want you i want you i want you !
laogong i need you i need you i need you !
and lastly, I WANT TO BE MARRIED BY YOU ! :D]

you are a great lover and i think we could be more
you dug so deep within my heart
and now you stick to my inner core
you are like my true inspiration
you give me the strength to move on
you are like the perfect picture but you were never drawn
this is not a coincidence and it could never be a mistake
your words and kindness make my soul feel warm
i cant wait to see you, for you to hold me in your arms
for you to whisper things i wanted to hear
and filled my cup with charm
i was so empty and lonely when you werent with me here
and now that i have you close, i want us to be so near
i want us to be together, even though i donn know you well
but maybe we should wait and see if time will tell
i think this is the beginning of something strong and true
donn ever go away because i am beginning to attach to you
i wonder what will come of this odd and simple romance
maybe a first kiss and a simple sweet hug.
so, when you think of me think of all the words i have said
and donn ever forget that i could be the best thing you have ever had

its happiness that i long for and the smile on your face
lets me know it will be okay while the joy you give to me
is no other love that will made me feel this way
sometimes i think of you and recall everything
especially the thoughts of you puts a smile on my face
float upon the clouds and i can reach the stars
a daydream in the night feel the wind upon my skin
dancing with the wind and let me feel like this again
this joy that cant be taken, at last my heart not breaking
heaven on earth, did you ever feel loved like this
a once in a lifetime feeling, let me love you forever

i wished upon a star and found that it is possible
to beat the speed of light and the clap of thunder
my heart met yours and it was love at first sight
i have never believed in anythnig like this before
but i made that wish and you showed up at my front door
it was as if all of time was standing still
but that star pushed through this barrier as i gazed
through a lonely window sill
so bright and beautiful was that star
it was as if god himself placed your image for all to see from afar
my wish to this star upon endless lonely nights
never again will i wonder what its like to be wrapped
and cuddled by love so tight
for i could never repay this star and what it has done for me
i can only tell others i was gifted so magically
this is proof to me that love conquers all
and i know for that star which is you will never make me fall

as a whispered longing and a silenced tear
cherry red hearts, trembling with fear
beautiful and amazing, its hard to beleive you are mine
sweet and quite tempting
my heart is yours til the end of time
my heart had not been inspired since many many moons ago
my body not set on fire nor my skin given that warm glow
your voice works a magic deep within my soul
my desire surpasses logic, a desire only your would know
this fire will soon be calmed and this need will soon be met
there is no longer a fear of being harmed
and my heart, with happiness has wept
my wonderful sweet treasure, you have made my life complete

now that the past is gone and the memories are one
my path is dawn and my destination is the sun
although the memories of the past
hold so much pain but i must learn to face my heart
because you will never make it be the same
as i walk along the seashore, i hear a seagul cry
i wondered if theres anymore, to cause my heart to die
then i met you and you turned my life around
i know that in you the love of my life has been found
causing my heart and body to be alive once all round
you are the best person in the world; i say it all the time
you will do anything to keep a smile on my face
if something would ever happen to you
i donn know what i would do
cause i know no one could ever take your place
we have our good times and we have our bad
i am glad when you tell me your opinion
sometimes i get mad but i know its for the best
would i trade it for the world, NO ! i wonn be kidding
i love you to death and i would do anything for you
i am sorry when i make you upset
i want you to know that i love you more than anything
and in my heart is where you will always be kept
if it werent for you, it wouldnt be me
you helped me in my hardest situations
you made me feel better when i thought my life was over
you said it would be better things in my life i would be facing
words cant express how much i love you
i thank the lord for you everyday
i mean what i say; i only want to make you happy
and i mean that in every way.

since the moment i entered this world
you have cared for me like no other
there is only one word to describe you
that is in every way a perfect HUSBAND !
in every now and then, you have protect me always
so many memories we can now replay.
you have been there to love and protect me
from my years to this very day
when there is a cloud covering my path
or a problem i am about to face.
you will be the one to wipe away my tears
and put everything back in its place
your warm heart is one of a kind, so gentle to send me to sleep
your voice is one of an angels, a beauty only you deserve to keep
when i need to talk, you will always put me first
so i know how much you have care and concern about me
the sun in you are the heart that will continue
to shine in the future in all you do
the most special person in my life by far
i am happy and proud to say it is you !

for all those nights i didnt sleep and days that would never end
i thank you for being my laogong, my perfect husband
for all of the obstacles, you have helped me to overcome
for many years of happiness and being a loving guy
for all that you have given me and taken from yourself
having you as my precious, i have all the worlds wealth
for all of the times you took care of me and put your problems on hold
you cared for me using your hearts of gold
all of the good things that you have done for me
and things that you would continue to do
i want you to know that i love you
and that no one else can be compared to you
you have left a mark in my heart that can never erase
you will always be in my heart, forever
i remember those summer days
having fun until sunset and those were the days
how i wish now it would be that easy
but things now seem to be getting harder
but i am glad we are still here, and we were
i hate to see you sad, you get cut, i get cut
thats the way it works in this heart of mine
i wasnt going to let you leave, not you
because i would miss you and loved by you
i have been close to losing you twice
and still you have been there for me
and you engrave a smile on my face
you are just so special, believe it or not
i would never do anything to hurt you, and i mean anymore
i would do anything for your happiness and just to see you smile
no matter where lifes path gonna takes us
if you were just look back, i will be right there for you
and every things or decisions you make
i will want you to know that i will support you
and i want to be there with you to see your dreams come true
after all we have been through so much and we are still here
and i am glad to have a hubby like you
i donn ever want to lose you and i am sorry if i have ever hurt you
you know that wasnt what i really wanted to do
so please smile and donn forget
that in this big wide world there is a little person
who loves and cares so much about you

i am writing this to you just to let you know
i love you even though it doesnt always show
you are my best darlinkk that i have ever had
people search their whole lives and can never be this glad
we always seem to know what each other is thinking
without even having to use words for expressing
the bond we have isnt something everyone shares
and when i am feeling down you help me forget my cares
you are honest when you have to be but true when you should
like if my day were to bad, you will automatically turn it good
you give me your opinion even though i sometimes fight
but always in the end, it turns out to be right
i never knew what a love was until you showed me true
and now i have experienced it which i am glad i met you
you are always there for me and help me when its rough
we have went through some bad times but together it wasnt as tough
i never expected to get so close to someone as i am to you
and i never expected to want to spend every minute with just us two
now i have someone to talk to when no one else will
someone to cry with who knows just how i feel
someone to tell my secrets how dark and deep they go
someone to laugh all day with, for reasons i donn know
i thank the lord each day for bringing me someone like you
that i just want you to know and you mean more than everything
and always remember what i say is true
i always have and always will to have my love for you

on 25.01.2007, this is the day i have decided to put away the pain
and i realize that i have more in life to gain
all the time somehow wasted away
i used to think i wouldnt make it through the day
now you are just so perfect as i thought you were to be
although i once thought i were not the perfect one for you
and i am not the one things that you desire
which the attitude i give off puts you on fire
and i thought to myself, this isnt how its meant to be
and should be the way that i was for you and you were for me
i no longer think that anymore and which is you
of what the greatest thing that ever happened to me
and the funny thing is i seems to care
whether we would made a good pair
the days have gone by and it looks like years
and i finally can address you as my precious dear
therefore, i choose now to give it all up in exchange for you

lastly my baby, being with you means everything
i will want to know what make you laugh
and what make you brings tears to your eyes
what makes you mad or make you sigh
i live for every moment, you have changed my life for the best
to be there for you is a pleasure i must confess
i love waking up thinking of you, just knowing that you are there
to begin another day and share my daily prayers
throughout the trials of our togetherness
now that life has in store, i just want you more and more
we work hard for each other and always making up after petty fights
never losing that special closeness, never losing our will or mights
share life with me now, stay by me forever
we stand united as one, life will always get better

hence, please listen my baobei darlinkk
to the words i am about to say
i promise i am forever yours today
the same way i will be tomorrow and was yesterday :D

I * L O V E * V E M O N W O N G W E I P I N G ! ! !
baby i still believe :D muackkks wo ai ni yi sheng yi shi <3s

love laogong enternity <3s

2007-03-13T18:25:00.001+08:00

MY LOVE FOR VEMON WONG -part2-

page 2 for my baobei hubby !
i love you and i will always do :D

in a special world created for you and me
with a special bond one cannot see
and though at times a thread may break
a brand new one forms in its wake
to bind us closer and keep us strong
and this special world is where we belong.

you changed my world with a blink of an eye
that is something that i can not deny
you put my soul from worst to best
that is why i treasure you for all the rest
you have done so much for me
you even pushed me to the best that i can be
you really are an angel sent from above
to take care of me and shower with love
when i am with you i will not cry even a single a tear
and your touch of love chased away all of my fear
you have given me a life that i could live worthwhile
it is even better and better everytime you smile
it so magical those things that you have made
to bring back my faith that has almost fade
now which my life has a dream come true
and it all began when i was loved by you
now i have found what i am looking for
its you and your love and nothing more
cause its you who will be there forevermore
i wish i could walk with you till the end of day
but now i am running out of things to say
so i will want you to know
I LOVE YOU is more than what i could show

darlinkk it maybe hard to say in words
what i am feeling for everyday
i tried to open my mouth
but suddenly i become afraid
i am so scared that there is no future
and no purpose for this note
those words of loves will go to waste
without you, i never seems to complete the race
when you first open my door
you told me that you wanted to see me more
then i had fell so in love with you
and when you said i was the one
my heart has burst into a beautiful song
i loved you so, i didnt care if it was right or wrong

i love you and i know you will never break my heart
and i knew i was never wrong from the start
loving you was like pumping together with my heart.
i wanted to look around me and see
all the wonderful things you have done for me
i was in my own world and you showed me a game
i didnt see all the trouble you were, i was deeply in love
now thats everything has been created you see
all because you have played it together with me
you had the looks, you had the charm
you never fail to protect me from harm
i was foolish to think you was to belong to others
and i prayed you would never love anothers
i wanted us to always be with each other
i want you to realise my love for you is true
for i will forever and always cherish you

baby we had shared many first times
and we will have many more to come
i promise i will never leave
cause you make my life complete
i am so crazy about you and i donn know what to do
everytime i look into your eyes, i see a love that never ends
they shine like the stars in the moonlit sky
and every of them shine on me so beautiful and so bright
they are like beams of light which light up my dark and lonely night
i simple just love everything you say and do
cause who i love is always you
and nobody will ever love you like i do
i donn want to care what people do or say
cause i going to love you anyway
as we walk down the road hand in hand together
we will vow to be together forever
for i cant wait to say I DO to you
because i am super in love with you
as times pass and continue all the page
my love for you will never age

we met online back in january
you said you loved me and i loved you
and everyday the feeling grew between the two of us
at times when you were scared and all so sad
you said my love for you will made you all so glad
i will always remember you as you are
see you for what you will be
know you for what you want to be
judge you for how you were with me
know you from the start we met
you know i need you this boyfriend
all i know is this will never end
even though i believe nothing could lasts forever
i wish we could remain together
for the day we held onto each other
i thought of how you have changed my life
and relieved all my pain
i thought of how you have taught me
and all things in life i have gained
as i pondered these wonderous thoughts
i came upon one more
and thought about my sinful life
only as it was just before
and then it was there i realized
how much you have changed me inside
and made me the most gracious person
now one more thing i cannot hide
i never thought of love as an object or a person
i often thought about it being bliss and maybe a potion
i did not think it was something i could see
but now i see love everyday, everytime i look at me
it might be by my definition only but you have made me love
and also you have made my life not just high but above !

baby when you are not by my side, i am scared
my room is filled with darkness, no light remains
the sound of stinging rain on my window pain
a flash of lightning and a clap of thunder
as my pulse quickens i begin to wonder
i see your face in the flashes of light
your beautiful magical eyes shine with delights
i have come to know you from a fate above
and through this poem i express my love
like the burning candles, i dance with you
far from any doubt, you belong to me
promises were made, whether they keep or not
but my hope is strong, i have no more doubt
i think of you often and i pray everyday
that this love that you have for me shall never stray
for i love you is more than any word can says
the sparks struck bright on our lucky days
but now devil may have the night, for morning will soon come
let us make the best of it, i will change it and get it done
put your heart on me darlinkk and show me the way
i want to the locked in the caverns of your heart
for the place where i have long wanted to stay
i do hear a small voice, the negative voice of enemies
and i will not listen to them, for now our love is free
your kiss is liquid fire, scortching my soul
please donn ever stop, because i long for you more
no one will ever come between us, never
because i make this promise now, always and forever

darlinkk, what is that thing that is called love?
some people believe it is a gift from above
others say it brings nothing but pain
or maybe it is a one way train
when you take your path
you know you could never go back again
it may take you to the happiness door
or it may make your life a miserable sore
maybe love is just like the rain
you never know how hard it would be
or how long it would last
love could come so fast and i mean love from the first sight
or it could take so long time
to be meant to be, to be so right
love could put you into darkness
and could bring you the brightest light
love is like the fire with such a mysterious desire
but weather it is going to warm your heart
or burn your home, you can never forsee it from the start
you can never tell if it is going to lead you to heavens
or it is going to lead you to hell
but laogong i believe that love is like a white dove
flying so high, up up in the baby blue sky
so far for me to reach but if i only understand it
to the whole world i would want to teach
for my reality is better than dreams
and my life is sweeter than it seams
your loves comes from your heart and not your brain
i may not know when it starts and i donn want to think about it
because i am feeling it over and over again
your love to me is telling, listening, understanding
respecting the truth and never pretending
and i know our love is ture and has a beautiful ending

lastly, laogong i want to prove you an endless love
that will never change and my love to you will always exist
to comfort you through the hard times
i promise you an everlasting love that will support you
all through the long crampy way
and i believe your love to me is like the sun
that will always brighten up all me life
and warm me through the cold nights
your strongs arms will always be open
just for me to hold onto you very tight
remember that my heart will beat together with yours
forever and ever, only you and no one else
i promise you that my love for you never die
even if my soul leaves this world
my love to you will stay going on
which will guide you through the years
to help you and give you hope
thus, giving you all i can ever give
and remember that i am here for you
whenever you need me or want me
promising you love with no limits
i will love you till the end of time
but please donn ever pity on me
or even think that i will be suffering alrights
BABY I LOVE YOU !

E L V A * A D O R E S * V E M O N
i am proud of you and proud of myself
and i am proud of my love to you. muackkks <3
baby i adores you much much ! ai ni ai ni !

loving him enternity ! <3s

2007-03-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

LAOGONG ! as i have said,
i going to return you what i own you
i promise to fulfil and i do it for you baby
baby i need you to know that
if you feel empty, run to me scream my name
and magically, i will appear in front of you

repeatedly as always,
i am loving you more and more
i must be wanted by you long ago
i remain so calm staying in your heart
Why does your love fill me so?

a love so exquisite, yet so intricate
in a world of only "you and i"
a love we cant even demonstrate
a secret we have to keep for life

living my life so long, without knowing your existence
then came a day we felt each others presence
guess what is meant to be will always find a way
love creeps into hearts and decides to stay

i love you, darlinkk, and its from my heart
i hope you know that you are no beggar from the start
you make me fly without wings
you make my heart wants to sing

every moment i spent with you
is every one of my dreams that comes true
more than words, i want to show you how i feel
someday, some place, sometime, i will
love is a journey for two
step by step, me and you
the future we cant see
let love lead the way for you and me

my heart which you stole away from me
my love for you will always be
i feel great to have you around
i know you would never want to let me down
you are so fine, i am glad that you are mine
i cant imagine without you in my life going on
because without you i will totally be gone
you have no idea what you make my mind do
i love your heart so pure and blue
on my face you always put a smile
you make all rainy day and turn it into sunny
when i am with you i have no fears
When you are with me, i find no tears
for your love is what i seek
my feelings for you i cannot hide
you are the greatest boyfriend
i hope we will be together to the every end
you are the one i want to hug
and cuddle next to, to feel all snug
resisting you, how could i?
you are the key to my heart
love like yours and i didnt think there was such
laogong i love you so very very much

your love is like a pot of gold
very hard to get, hard to hold
Of all the guys i have ever met
you are the one i cannot forget
i do believe that god above
have created you for me to love
i had a heart that once was true
and it has been given from me to you
When i get to heaven and you are not there
i will wait for u by the golden stairs
and if you are not there by judgement day
i will know you have gone the other way
so i will trade my angelic wings
just to prove my love is true
and i would go to hell to be with you

in the beginning i seems so sure
my promises of love and devotion are forever
before i leave and take a trip to my heart
i am so desires to give and present you a gift
the sound of laughter and small tiny feet
the wonder of new love in a moment so sweet
i want to give you a child
that is filled with love from above
beause that is the only gift i can
give you the purest of love

your love is there for me
and it is wanting me to see
my love is on your side
its something i cannot hide
the love that you kiss
is something i will not want to miss
our love is being so well
that is one thing i can tell
the love we contain is so sweet
and you are someone my heart beats
your love stitches up my heart
after it have been ripped apart
and our love is being together
as long as we are its last forever !

When i first had to know you
i told myself i would not stand a chance
i count myself lucky to even talk to you
i filled myself with these thoughts
and after what seemed like years
i began to get your attention
and fill your heart with cheer
you found that i could fill you up
and found out what true love means
i have waited for you so long
and now you are finally here
to make me smile and make me cry
and to wipe away my tears to dry
you told me you were in love with me
like you cant take your eyes away from me
i will want to be the angel of yours
We will always be together forever
when we are together i take the time
to print your image in my eye
i will absorb your beauty and lock it away
in my memory for the another day
i notice the beauty mark in your heart
When you hug me, i will hold you tight
and i feel this is so right
i catch my breath as i feel your need
then we spent together and time flies by
i feel so loved by the love that you make

baby close your eye when i am away
so you can sense me everyday
when i am out of your eye sight
use your heart to feel me every night
when your feels is transmited around
i can hear you in every sound
whatever i do and everywhere i go
you will always be with me
and this forever i will know
you knew the rights from wrongs
and you taught me the same
you always kept me in your heart
and never let me go when we were apart
i love everything about you
more then you will ever know
you are one of the few
thats why i always seem to have a glow
i know you are the one for me
my one ture love and its simple to see
because you came right from the above
i know you are being sent by god
because you have the key to mend
every single thing inside of me
you are my White knight
rescuing me from the dark
holding me just so tight
and never wanting to part
i give you my heart to cherish
because i know you will keep it near
and even when we perish
our love will still me clear

dreaming again, damn you are so real
i touch your heart i swear i can feel
in my dreams and in my thoughts
i think no better love could ever be bought
i dream of you both night and day
knowing in my heart there is but one way
that would mean such big sacrifice
but to me your love is worth any price
your body is on mine and We lose track of time
now i awake and reach out for you
and faces of you appear in front of me
your words are all i want to hear
even sometime it seems insincere
i am hope you will ease the pain
but if you dont, i will complain
i give up all those fight as We feel so right
please please please, be mine tonight

for so long we have been husband and wife
and it will stay this way till the end
You have given so much to me
more than i could imagine or even see
everytime i think of you, i see us together
You deserve to have joy all around you
and happiness is what i want to give you
believe me and i would give you everything
even the life i live in now
i dream of us together not just day and night
i dream of us together holding each other tight
with you in my arms is the way it should be
you and I will be together one day you shall see
i cannot go on without us together as one
make me walk a thousand miles
please forget that and i will run
you mean so much to me that i want you to know
i will do anything just to watch my angel grow
there is nothing we cannot do
as long as we have each other so
forever with you in my heart
i will love you like no others
i am ready to be more than lovers
and i know and you know it is true
i cherish the ground you walk on
which you havent even got to have a clue
so as i sink into your bright eyes
and see your beautiful sweet smile
i have waited this so long
and it has not even been a while
i will wait for days months maybe even years
i will wait an eternity baby because i know
the love is right here and we will forever go on

i tried to write a poem about my love for you
so i could tell you how i feel but i wasnt able to
i wanted you to know for that i love you very much
will words of poetry able to touch your heart?
i wanted you to know that i adores you
and i always wanted to be with you
wishing my poem would convey a parts of me to you
and no matter where if i am right beside
thoughts of you are never seems far
my poem would have told you
of the joy deep right inside my heart
and how it is always been that way
from the day we had our start
the poem that i hoped to write to you
Will forever be read with feels and loves
and you will always know my thoughts
Or the things i might wanted to express
you watches over me day by night
helping me to conquor my toughest fights
you are there to hold my fragile hand
and helps me to make a strong stand
when i am scared, and i am all alone
you are there to hold me always

VEMON WONG WEI PING was his name
and i engrave it into my heart
he is my everything, everyone feels stuns
people tend to take him always from me
not even wanting to listen to my says
when he is being snatched away
my eyes will be filled with fury
my heart was filled with pain
but before i could be indifferent
you gave me your hand and showed me the way
i was touched by your words
and i realized what you had within
people say i am not good for you
they can say what they choose to
but you never know what it is like
to be someone else that can do for you
i have never met someone so beautiful
until i am being with you
i have never felt this strong before
or felt a love just so true
i will take your hand in this life
and help you conquer your fears
stand you up when you fall down
and kiss away your tears
i love you with all my heart
who cares about everyone else?
i love you for who you are
donn ever change yourself baby

i cant help but to love you
i can't help but want you
your personality your heart
and you in general make me love you
the way you talk to me
tell me the things you do
and the way you care for me
that makes me adores you
you treat me like a queen
you treat me like a little baby
that is why i cant help but to love you

you are like a dream that never ends
holding my heart in your hands
my love for you is forever
i know this faithfully
you are the only one i want
for all the eternity
when i think of my love
i see our future clear
and i know forever
my heart will hold you near
my feelings for you seems powerful
i cant begin to control anymore
the love i feel for you is burning
just far beyond the rest
to belong to this man forever
is all i wanted in life
and if you ever were to ask me
i would be proud to be your wife
simply put, i can only say
to you whom is my amazing man
you are my life, my heart and soul
no one loves me like you do
if i had to choose one word
to express the us which i see
the only word that comes to mind
Would be Infinity !!

laogong, you are the most precious thing
that god have created just for me
to me, you are everything in this earth
no matter what, no matter how
take my whole life everything that i am
because you are the one !
you fill every pore in my skin
every bounce of love i have within
some things are meant to be
some people changes your life
someone will change it forever
someone will love you forever and i always will !

ELVA ADROES VEMON
enternity and we will be
tons of loves i will give
and we will go everlasting ! <3s
and laogong sorry in a millions
for not writing 5 pages
because i am tired =\ LOVED ! <3s

love for him only :D

2007-03-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

laogong ! i feel like writing more and more
i have so much more to tell you
i just want to keep on writing for you
till the end of my life, i will still continue !

i am trying all my best to find the words
to express the feeling in my heart
i am trying to show you that i cared
but i donn know where to start
so i guess i will start right here
and i guess i will start right now
i will tell you that i love you
and i will tell you why and how

you were once a stranger to me
and now everything have been change
you entered my life, brighten up my soul
and i am yours enternity forever still

your smile awakens my soul
as the sun awakens the day of mine
a kiss from you and my life is yours
it seems a fair price to pay for it
your touch arouses my senses
as the moon arouses the night
hold me and win me forever
in your arms all things are right
your heart endures all emotion
as the sky endures all the stars
love me and we will go for eternity
there is no greater love than ours

i always love your eyes, those twinkling eyes
they speak of a thousand things
it glows and i am drown in its intensity
i wish to stay in there forever.

the beautiful little memories you give
it seems to leave an imprint on me
i consider myself lucky enough
to have experienced its warmth
when cupid's arrow strikes
the world seems apparelled in celestial light
like the glory and freshness of your eyes
just like the morning dew, exotic and beautiful
every time i look into deep into it
i am always lost in innumerable memories
thus forgetting the world behind me
you are much like a wine
and you have intoxicate me
your smile weakens my body
your voice makes my world spin
my high is heightened by your touch
my obsession for your wide black eyes
traps me in my stand of stillness
and just like an inmate, i am your prisoner

your smile, always so nice
your love, forever so tender
you bring my life all together
your hugs, feeling it so grand
your kisses, continues to be sweet
you make my heart skip a beat
your heart, kept me warm
your touch, make me soft
you stole my love on the spot
you pulled me together and skipped along
then you had me from that moment on
i come back and you brought me love
you are my protecter that nobody can see
still an angel is what you are to me
a guardian from heaven is what you are
in my sky you are definitely a heavenly star
you always shine with beauty and grace
you are kind and sweet, having an angel face
spreading wide with your wings
happiness and joy are just some things
that an angel like you can give me forevermore
in my heart and mind is where you are living
you gave me the reason to live
teaches me to give and rights things to say
you are who i will always care
and i know i will always be there

i know god saw me suffering
and said come with me to a better place
he took my little hand and said "walk with me"
i will heal your dreary face
he is taking me to a place
a place where i can run and play
and i am able to do what i want to do
so he brought me into your arms
a world filled with love that you give
i am surrounded in you, build just for me
and i seems to emgross in it
and for that, i donn wish to come out forever
staying there is a heaven place to me
i am living in you and protected always by you

you are the one i want to lay next to
when my time has passed through
you are the one i have given myself into
and you will forever be the last
you are the one i want for life until the day i die
for sure, you are the one god sent for me
to be with me enternity, and that is no lie
you are the one who brightens my day
with your smile bright and glowing
you are the one whom i wake up for
each and every morning of my perfect day
it makes me happy just being by your side
all those feelings i just cant seems to hide
you will always be in my heart
cant bear the pain when we were apart
nobody is as special as you are to me
now i hope you are the beginning i see
just how much you care for me
and all my feelings will always stay true
i cant describe how much i love you
but when you need me, i will be there
to wipe those tears when you are sad
to make you happy when you are mad
all these things i really can do just for you
just remember i am always thinking of you
you are on my mind each and everyday

always in my fragile little heart
you make me feel more loved every moment
whenever i thinka bout you, my heart pound
the love and understanding you have
is something that i have searched long for
my entire life no matter what is all about
happy or sad moments that i have
you are the one i can confide in forever
i come to you for everything
and you listen to me without judgment
always, deep within my soul
i know we are loving more by each other
our love is magical beyond believe
always, without any hesitation
you give out yourself completely
you have reached the very depths of my soul
bringing out emotions i never knew i had
and unveiling an ability to love
which i never thought its possible
always and forever
you are my little dream which come true
the one i have waited for all these years
from now until the end of time
i will love only you and we will be together always

if i have ever felt apart from the world
you will always brought me back
if i have ever cried my eyes out
you will always made them stop immediately
and when my fear has kidnapped my heart
you will be the first to rescue me
if i ever felt deep misery or loneliness in my eyes
you filled them with hope and sincerity
if i ever run away from all that i was afraid of
you will guild me and face it with me
if i have ever hidden from the crazy side of my mind
you will showed me all your lights
if i being torn or bent into half
you always got ways to straighten me out
if i have lost pieces to my broken heart
afraid that they wouldnt be put back together
you have been there to show me itss never lost
you and me, together forever we will be
as long as there is heaven and hell
we will always be well
every time i look into your eyes
i know my heart will never ever lies
about the way my love for you is true
and for that love of you anything i would do
when i feel the sweet feel of your touch
it just makes me want you so much
inside your strong little warm arms
so you may protect me from all the harms
even when the world is over, one thing will still hover
and that the little thing will always be
the love between you and me

there was only one love in my life
only you brought me into sweet paradise
there was only one rapturous kiss
the tempting kiss i could never resist
only one love in my life, it was you

baby, tell me, tell me what could this be
how i want to say so much but words cannot express
the deep passionate love i have for you
your love always outweighs my stress.
the many nights i have dream about you
the many days i have wonder
the many hours i prayed to god
that our love will never wander
the precious days we spend together
the love we have is so real
i donn want to be with anyone else anymore
this is how i truly feel, just wanting you
baby you make me very happy
being with you are the happiest days of my life
but the happiest day of all
is when you make me your sweet little wife
so be my life be my soul
be my heart with extra beats
i thank you for being my special love
i finally feel so complete.
in you i found something special
for me its very true i cant explain the hows and whys
but i know they are all in you, not lacking anys
i also know for me you are the one
in my spirit, body and soul
forever, whenever, wherever you be
you are the half of my whole

my love for you is unconditional
its something so incredible to feel
i love you with the passing days
and with those we have not seen
you are the one in all my thoughts, in all my living dreams
you are my life, my world, my love
you are all that i adore

as i write, i listen and sing this song
for the greatest love i have ever known
to my heart, you have the only key
i beg of you, never set me free
i prayed to god for a love so true
now i realize he already knew
in time my prayer was answered
the most wonderful baby i had
he blessed me with you
what we share feels so right
to say i love you every night
wonderful moments we had shared
precious memories still tell me you still cared
i see your shadow, as i lay myself to sleep
dreams of you, oh its just so sweet
in my heart, forever i will keep
look into my heart, my life, my soul
tell me, what do you see them?
can you feel the need, the want that i really wanted ?
to be your wife, you are my beloved husband
much joy and happiness you have brought me
if i had life to live again, i would want to be with you
my lover, my darlinkk, my baby, my laogong
always and forever, i will love you till the end !

baby, millions of love me to you
and for all this i can never hide
i will showered you more and more
and for this its will never stops
elva love you till end of time
and you are the one till the end, I LOVE YOU always ~

ELVA ADORES VEMON

muackkks. <3s

2007-03-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

darlinkk ! new blogskin new post for you
its the second day i came back from taiwan
there are alot of thing i want to tell you
but when i sit and come writing it down
i donn know where to start, where to begin
millions of words millions of love to express

baby i miss you i miss whatever is about you
every hour of the day is killing me without you
i close my eye and i cant feel you around
the pain is hurting me deep down

when i first know you, i saw love
and the first time you talk to me, i felt love.
after all this time, you are still the one i love
looks like we made it now and then
look how far we have come my baby
we might choose to took the long way
and we knew we would get there someday

everyone said, "i bet they will never make it"
but just look at us how we are holding on now
we are still together still going strong
you are still the one i run to and belong to
you are still the i one love and dream the most
and the one for me to hold on the rest of my life

you are just the angel from high above
an assignment from god for me to love
sending to teach me the joys of life
cutting through my pain like a sharp knife
you opened my heart with just a smile
making me laugh and giggle like a child
feeling emotions that had been gone so long
learning from you that love is never wrong.

does heaven always feel like this too?
if so, being with you is all that i can wish
to bask in your beauty and happiness
letting your warmth fill all my emptiness
without you my love would be nothing less
then a meaningless, uncaring simple caress
but you have taught me to love so deep
reaching within for feelings worthy to keep
i have been blessed by your sweetest love
you my guardian angel right from above

we both have been through so much
both good and bad times of the day
and it never seems to get into the way
which made us feel sads and heartbroken
and i believe we will overcome everything

i have loved you ever since the day
i just didnt know what to say
wanting to see how you react
i love u and that is a fact
i have a phase for you to know
i love you from head to toe
darlinkk i miss you very much
even more i miss your gentle touch
you had protected me not just once but twice
i would pay any amount just for you
so for heaven sake, please name a price
so just remember what i want to say
if you need a hug or warm heart
take mine, you can have it all you want
for our love cant be broken apart
i have learnt not to hurt your heart
i am your dear, the one who will never part
i am the shoulder you can always lean on
and my love for you will never be gone
i am here to love you and here to stay
i will always love you each and everyday
so take this time and you will see
how much i love you and you mean to me
as the sun kept setting and brings a new day
together forever and our love for always

with all the pains we had been through
with all the days i have been sad and blue
you are the one i always first thing of
when i close my eyes and get into the dream
you are always the last thing i think of
you are in each thought i ever have
and when every breath i take
my feelings are growing stronger
with every move you make
you are destinated to save me
you are the one who can take my pain away
my love for you is so strong
its always just the same and would never change

you are the miracle in my life
who can always make me smile
just knowing that you care
and you make my life worthwhile
you have touched my heart and soul
which you have from the start
your warm soft words will never leave my heart
you are everything i want so pure and true
i love you with everything i have
and i love everything that you do
that express how i feel always
which i know deep in my heart
that my love for you is real
when i am feeling down and moody
you know just what to say
your gentle soothing words brighten up my day
you are the sun that lightens the day
you are my warmth when i am cold
you are my candle in the light, the one i want to hold

you have always been there for me
you have always given me a hand
you can always make me smile
you take time to understand
if i didnt have you in my life
i donn know what i would do
because you mean so much to me
in my heart i will always love you and you will see

so please listen to the words
that i am going to tell you
i donn want hurt you through anymore
cause i care and love a lot about you
i am telling the truth so please
donn think i am lying and have me end up crying
i donn wanna mess this up ever again
i am trying to be careful and not let something bad slip
please donn walk out that door and leave me crying
you are perfect in every way imaginable
i donn wanna lose you forever
so please baby hug me till end of time
i want to dry all your tears
i want to be a star in your dreams
i want to be the one you call and talk to
i wanna be the one, the one for u
this is the way i feel for u

there are so many many things
you used to do that drove me insane
whatever it was, i always loved you just as much
if every word i write would make u happy
for you i would write forever
if every song i played would make u smile
for you i would played forever
i will ask the sky to keep u joyful forever
and the love we have is yours and mine forever and ever
for there is no distance will destroy our love
and forever and ever for your love i will be living

i promise to love you always
to love you with all my heart.
from now on we will be together
till death do us part
i will love you and cherish you
until the sun stops burning
i will do the honor and be your wife
its you i am always yearning
to know that you loved me
brought love from the start
to know that you will be faithful
is the key to my heart
in you i can share my thoughts
you are my lover, my beloved
you have taken me to the highest point
you have taken me places i have never been
to you i promise my love
i promise to be faithful and true
these words would mean nothing if i didnt have you
you are the love of my life
i hope you always know
i love you more than anything in the world
i wonn ever let you go
i promise to be your everything
this is my vow to you
i gave you my heart long ago
it is here with you that i will stand
i have told you many things
and i have meant most of them
but the words that i meant the most
was i will love you until the end
i love you and always i do

darlinkk ! the final say me to you
is you are what i meant to be
if you are feeling sad
and your heart is getting colder
remember elva is here for you always
come running to me and i will hug you tight
make you feel warmth inside
our relationship will always be stable
just having you around and i will hold on tight
never to let your hand off my sight again
this i promise you. muackkks.
baby this is what our love can do
no matter what, elva belong to you forever
forever mrs wong to you. <3s

The Days Without You

2007-02-23T04:59:00.000+08:00

Day One [ 23.02.2007 ]

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darlinkk this is the first day i went to taiwan
i miss you so but this is the little thing i do for you
so that it can keep you occupied
i miss you so much when i in taiwan !

baby, i know this days will be hard for you
but you must endure it alrights. i`m here for you
just walk with me to the path of life
to explore every bend of the road
enjoy with me the beauty of life
along its wonderful way

baby, find comfort with me alrights
when grief crosses our path
find strength with me when you need it
when despair lies in wait :D

laugh with me with your single true laugh
to enlighten my distress
cry with me with your single true tear
so i understand the true happiness

cherish with me to the wonders of life
as they need to be preserved
rejoice with me
in the mysteries of what is yet to be

find peace with me in my soul
when the world has gone insane
find love with me in my hearts
until this life has been fulfilled

and when the path comes to an end
i hope we can say from within
we have known the beauty of true love
our love came from within

if i had wings to fly
i would breathe in deep
and spread them wide
as i leap from the cliff into the wind
where the gulls glide

crossing this wide sea
i glide above cruel waves
that reach up to drown my flight
in their cold deep blue-green graves

and as your day grows slowly light
i would arrive on worn-out wings
to hold you in your waking dreams
and feel you soft and gently warm
in my embrace at last

i calls your name across the miles
night winds carry my whispers
they float on the breeze
and through your windows
falling gently upon your ears
and you heard it

you calls to me from the heavens
the glittering stars from the sky
cannot compare to the sparkle of your eyes
when you smile
i am consumed by the fire
i miss you now !

you call me through my dream
dancing together in the shadows of my sleep
where we laugh and love once again
i am in your arms & i feel him now

you call to me
every moment of every day
distance couldn't keep us apart
when destiny drew us together
i'll hold you for eternity
as long as you keep calling !

darlinkk ! i miss you i miss you !
you must be happy everyday okiez
elva love vemon always ! muackks
you are always in my heart.

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Day Two [ 24.02.2007 ]

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darlinkk today is the second day
of my taiwan trip and i miss you
do you miss me too?
kekes.. elva miss you tons wor
darlinkk you got eat properly?
tired a not? got pompom ? =\
and got TALK to other people?
GIRLS ?? !! kekes.. muackkks

baby your eyes held me captivated
where I stood in front of you
your smile dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul
your voice sparkled
like a mountain stream
which flows into my heart

you walk with gracefulness
and takes my breath away
your arms that i want
i long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth

most of all
everything you are
changed the way i feel about my life
i love you vemon darlinkk `

you came to me
When i needed a you
like a love in the air
and you are with me till the end

helping me to see light
i have been in the dark to long
you give me love and hope
for the reasons to carry on

you give me your courage
smiling now when i rise
from wisdom you shared
sparkle returned to my eyes again

you are shoulder i want to lean on
you are my shining star
you lend me your strength
lifting me up from afar
how do i thank you
for what you have given me
words do not seem enough
for what you made me see

so just for you alone
my arms i do extend
giving you all my love
forever my love, you are my only baby

darlinkk another day have pass
wait for me baby i will return back to you
must take care of yourself okiez
elva loves you. must be tired too.
because of your brother birthday also
help me say happy birthday to him too
may all his wishes come true
and baby i love you okiez. dream of me tonight ! :D

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Day Three [ 25.02.2007 ]

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darlinkk ! darlinkk ! darlinkk !

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !!
ONE MONTH OF OUR LOVE

darlinkk though this special day
i cant be with you
but my love for you is always here
my heart is just right beside you
you are alone yet i`m not here
i apologise my baby
i own you this time, sorry darlinkk

I LOVE YOU !
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25 I LOVE YOU !
forever i love you ! muackkks

you are the sun that brightens my life
when i am lost in darkness
you are the stream that quenches my thirst
you are the tree that shades me
you are my Angel that touches my heart
you are my prince
and you bring me joy and happiness
you are the light of my life

i knowi can be with you
i open my heart
i forget about the past
i trust you and i believe in us
i know i cant stop thinking about you
i know i miss your kisses
i know i cant stop dreaming about you
i know i cant stop missing you

a little message for you
darlinkk _____,

as i sit alone in this place i call my own
my heart has this longing
to talk with your heart
in a language both understand
a language i wanted to master with you
but failed because of distance
i wonder if you think of me
as i think of you this very moment
i cannot help but smile as i reminisce
every single happy moment shared with you
no matter how i try,
my thoughts are transfixed on no one but you
certain emptiness in me
is felt every time we are far from each other
i miss your face i miss your voice
i miss your touch
above all, i miss your kisses and hugs so tight!
phone calls and text messages
can never compensate the days
when you are not by my side
so i need you every single moment of the day
in taiwan here is so dark and lonely
because your light is so dim now
as you are not right beside me
but i want to be with you every single day
i am so worried for you
worried always did you hurt yourself?
did you eat did you study did you go school?
everything about you i am so worried
rememeber donn let me down
study hard for me
call my name if darlinkk is missing me all nights
i will able to hear it because its you who called !
muackkks. i love this day !
my memories of you and me
the every single bit of you ! muackkks
forever one and only you are MINE !
happy anniversary ! *hughug* <333s

laogong wish our love can last long !
elva love you ! elva miss you !

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Day Four [ 26.02.2007 ]

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I love you because
you are always there in the time of need
on your hugs and kisses I get my feed
you are the fragrant breath of fresh air
who stole my heart with an incredible flair

I love you because
the elegance and splendor you carried along
the one divine fortune made me to belong
the subtle care and love that you ever exude
the radiance of charisma one can never refute

I love you because
you share every single emotion of your heart
and believe in me through life’s bumpy cart
when the going gets tough and life so bleak
you hold me through like an angel’s streak

i called the sun and he answered me
i called the moon and she treasured me
i called the stars and they cried for me
when i called your name
you caming running to me.

i called the earth and she befriended me
i called the sky and she watched over me.
i called the seas and they refreshed me.
when i whispered your name
you came running after me

i called the wind and he carried me
i called the fire and he lit for me
i called the animals and they sang for me
when i spoke your name
you came running back to me

when the flowers dance with morning breeze
my beloved gives me a hug with tight squeeze
sensibility of affection gives such subtle balms
when you snugly take me in your beautiful arms

i am so protected form savage worldly blows
as if being loved and cared with all the cures
in your arms i feel so comforting and say
promise to hold me forever, never go away

give me your deepest morning hug
when the sun shines on our bed
give me the strength of your love
all the words that you never said

give me back my fantasy dreams with you
touch me with the same soft caress of yours
give me every moment that I shared with you
when all glumness flew off in a single whew

give me those addictive warm smiles
the crescent of your shining rosy lips
give me that tender look of sparkle eyes
your moon face that drabbed the blue skies

give me all those precious memories
fire of love that my heart always lights
give me back the golden days of pure love

everyday that dawns
i love you so much more
every moment that comes
brings me such joy
so many scars to heal from the past
make our love that much stronger
because our love will forever last

you are my heartbeat, each & everyday
you are the love that makes it all be okiez
my todays are so much better
and my tomorrows are usually to
the best part is you love me too

simplicity & trust is what you crave
for without these factors, love dwindles away

and i have found that in my heart
our love is true & that you are my ever after
you are all my dreams come true
not because we have everything or because i expect to

BABY I LOVE YOU ! FOREVER !!

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Day Five [ 27.02.2007 ]

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darlinkk ! tomorrow i am coming back !
I MISS YOU AND I AM SO HAPPY !
because i can touch your face once again
your smile your everything
i am coming for you baby. miss me miss me?
got eat well a not ? got take care of yourself?
elva is worried for you !!

*sayang* i love you darlinkk !
laogong the very first day i met you
it seemed like i was reborn
never knew when i started to love you
as you and i were always meant to be

i feel like in heaven with you
as all the blessings are showered on me
your embrace is so warm and subtle
you are the one my eyes can only see

your sweet voice resonates in my ears
like a divine musician plays fine tune
softness of your words so intoxicating
like a bird’s song in the Garden of Eden

feel so secure, safe and protected
when you tightly hold me in your arms
i will die, before i ever let you go away
by my side, I want you to always stay

every beat is a different word
every look conveys different thought
talk to me darling i long to hear
your heart's language is so sheer

the whisper of your heart is so clear
it needs no ears to be heard
only need your hands to pull me near
so that i can be able to hear
gentle whispers of your loving beats

chatter me by your eyes
i will not ever miss a meaning
we have reached mutual understanding
we are on the top, no need for landing

the flower of your heart
rests deep into my soul
shinning through; like a diamond in a coal
blossoms with every word of love you say
makes me say all the words of pray

the flower of your heart
lights my life with thousand candles
stirs my centuries frozen emotions
like restive tides in deepest oceans

the flower of your heart
priceless possession i could have ever had
cheers me up when i feel abysmally sad
running my life with every heartbeat of yours

the flower of your heart
runs blood in my veins with a frenzied boom
effaces at an instant the darkest gloom
takes my worries away, does all the cures

every word i said is all i want to express
for every single word i said
means my love to you
remember to lock it with you baby

hug me dear
i want to feel you near
let me see your eyes
it can never show despise
conceal me out of sight
shelter me day and night
i fear lonesome
hang out with me
i fear weakness
be the compassionate hand for me
i fear death
be the eternity love for me

I LOVE YOU ! VEMON`LAOGONG ! :D

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my love for you :D

2007-02-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

dalinkk ! wanting to write a post for you ever since
but because of our matter that is still unsolved
the blog was dead, but i know your love for me is not dead
you always be there for me whenever i am sad moody or pissed
but you never failed to make me smile, always encouraging me !
darlinkk, i thank for your patience with me always.

this super long post is for you and is what i own to you ! :D
i love darlinkk forever. you will always be in my heart baby.

darlinkk, i have waiting to know whether fate will hear our prayers
even when i am in bed my thoughts rush to you immediately
i am resolved to be a wanderer abroad until i can fly to your arms
and say that i have found my true home with you enfolding in my life

for the first time in my dismal life, i feel love flow in my heart
the same old heart that was once thought cold and lifeless
with now its is filled with glorious joy and happiness
because of you, my spirit is full of passions !
your eyes that shine like sapphire stars
had filled me with your warmth and beauty
and your smile which brings me happiness to my sad existence
i have never known love until now
because of the way you touched my heart
you took hold of my depressed soul
and showed me the beauty of life`s wonders
everything that i thought which are impossible,
all seems to be within my grasp
now i see everything in a brand new light
because of the feelings that you give
whom i would love now and forever till enternity
and my heart beats its final note baby

darlinkk, have you ask me what is the reason why i love you
you might not know and now let me tell you the reason why

i love the way you make me happy and make me smile
i love the way you make me feel safe and secure
i love the way you showered me with your care and concern
i love the way you say my name and describe it with love
i love the way you think of me, as you love me for who i am
i love the way you tell me your feel as i am so in need of it
i love hearing your voice and the sound beat of your heart
i love the reality that hits that me that you are not a dream
i love the fact that when i am with you i can be myself and not to worry
i love being able to wake by you every morning you call
i simply simply just love everything that is all meant about you
but the main reason i love you is because you are you !! :D

which i know now that in every happiness you spread out,
i will smile with you and be the one to hug you near
and in every sadness that you shattered around
i will want to stop your cry and be the one to dry your tears
i took a part of you to keep and i gave you a part of me to keep
we gave each other the sweetest of sweets
and now we are a part of each other for a lifetime
it was such a wonderful fairytale and now we were there !

now baby , i swear it to you with the promise
i wake up every morning with a smile on my face
i will felt love in my sleep and will dreamed of your embrace
although i never met with your body but your heart i does feel through it
and there is no explanation for it baby
although i never thought i would ever learn to love
which the way simple lovers do
i always believed it was impossible for me to find my love
yet i found myself so in love with you
now i know exactly what love truly is and you are my reason why
you convinced me to let me in my soul
and you promised you would never lie
i have learned to cherish and trust you in a way i never had before
and if anything were ever to happen, my love
i think i would only love you even even more
i fought my feelings along the way but in the end it remains still true
you told me once, you told me twice, you told me trice,
just how beautiful and wonderful love can be
yet i never realized until now, that you were speaking of you and me
you have brought me such happiness, it takes all my sadness away
and with my endless loyalty, i will be loving you to repay
you are my love in life and this i will never forget
you are the love of my life, this i knew from the moment we met.

bring me to your paradise with a feeling of within
dancing in your loving eyes, caressing me with sin
i long to feel your softest kiss upon my dampened skin
bring me to your heaven and let our bodies meet
the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat
i wish to be your fantasy and make our love complete

wait for me baby, wait !
just a moment in time for me to freeze
the movie in your mind will put aside my whispers
which filters out my doubt and i am assured again
i want the world to leave us to be and set us free
take my hand and smile, you make my tears disappear
i will make it worth your while and always give you all
through good and bad i will always love you
through thick and thin i will always stay by you
from the blinking of the sun to the fading of the sky
and in the night, i will make your day with you
until the sun appears again,
i will take away your sorrows and cast away your fears
so let our love combine us and let our spirits soar
just take my hand within you and i will love you evermore

darlinkk, your love is so sweet, so gentle, so tender
so wonderful just like the sender
my love for you is so true and so deep
and i pray that my love you will forever keep
i love you more each and every day
and i love baby in every way :D
baby i am ready for our life to begin
i am counting the days until within
loving you like so crazy for the rest of your life
i will also want to be your everything
which i want to be what makes your heart sing
i love you, darlinkk and please never doubt
because i love you so much which i want to shout
until we are together again and hold me in your heart
i am holding you in mine as i have from the start

my beloved i believe that none could be like you
loving me as deeply as you do
and yet i often failed to show the depth of it to you
i vow to do the little things to show you every day
but one thing or another seems to get into the way
i pledge to be more open, to have the courage and be strong
but somehow fear takes over and then everything goes wrong
and yet i end up giving you a less than perfect me
i guess that my love for you is still not much somehow
and i have yet to learn and i cannot give you any perfection
but this i promise you that i will do all i can
to spend my life time learning how to give more of my love to you

you walked into my life
when my world was dark and cold
you held out your arms
and my heart and soul you did hold
you promised you would never leave
that you would always be there
i never knew that i meant so much
that my heart was worth enough to care
you showed me so many things
which melted the coldness in my heart
with all your beauty, i fall for you, how could i not
you are an angel in disguise
and every touch from you makes my soul hot
i am so far and i cannot turn back now
i want to know the you that has not been introduced to anyone else
i am talking about the you that you have been keeping to yourself
wanting to know your most recent fantasy
which is the one that just tickled your fancy.
i want to know each and every thought of you,
so i can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality
i want to know what makes you happy what makes you sad
what makes you sigh and what makes you cry
if i have to take a dive and explore the ocean floor
i will find out and bring it back to shore just for you
i want to you know also that no matter what we are going through
whether our lives are sunny or blue
i want you to know i will always love you

you are just the sweet taste of love
always lingers in my little mind
a succulent tasty morsel, a treasure worth its find
a wet and juicy fruit that fills my mouth with joy
like a candy to a baby and an edible sexy toy
when embraced with lots of love from you
i know i will never get enough

in the past i build a fantasy in my mind
countless romance stories and fables
helped make the fantasy a reality in my mind
and as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away
until the day i have met you
i had almost given up on the fantasy
until my fantasy became reality, and that reality became you

each morning as i arise and each night as i drift to sleep
i will always be remember by you
each hour of everyday and the moment before it goes away
you are being locked in my mind
wanting to hold you, to see your face
to take you away to a better place
you feel so right, too good to be true
i just can't stop thinking of you
my friends say that i might regret
losing my heart to a boy i have never met
i can say there is nothing i can do or explain
because i never regret loving the whole of you
to me, i believe you were made special for me
but wonder if that could possibly be true
i am tired of being so alone and always so blue
so now i know i exsist only just for you

i sleep at night with you on my mind
every night with you would be just fine
if i could touch your lips with mine
the thought of this is so divine
i lay you down in my mind letting your body to admire
once think of it, you sets my soul on fire
my heart aches within from missing you
my lips long for the feel of kissing you
just one warm embrace to look upon your face
just one little touch from the one i love so much
so as to stare into your eye to see the beautified dance
and to hear the sound of you breathing
knowing that you will never be leaving :D
for i have seen an angel and i want you to know
if its my choice to make, i will never let you go
donn know what life holds, maybe there`s no reason or rhyme
to think you may be mine in a matter of time
and though i cannot touch you but we are never apart
my love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart

darlinkk when i first talked to you
i felt like i had known you forever
telling you my problems and what i didnt want ever
over a period of time i got to know the real you
you are a guy so charming and gentle and with a heart so true
i have survived in my life with you by my side.
i told you i would never leave because of the feelings i have inside
there was a time that i wanted to explore
what would have happened if i would open the door
you know me like no one i have ever known so closed
and sometimes i wonder what do i do when i am all alone
so i have decided to let time answers all
if it is meant to be time will remove the wall
standing between us, holding us back
allowing us to feel and its the relationship that we lack
i love the way we are together, you can always make me smile
will it ever really be forever? i guess i will have to wait awhile
time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember what i have said
knowing you has changed my life and i really love you so
the feelings i feel for you, and i am never letting it go

i look deep in your eyes and i see what i see inside
we share something between us, neither one of us can hide
i want you and i need you more and more,
the passionate look you give me, tells me heaven is in store
hiding myself in your heart inside
you make me feel so beautiful, what i feel for you is what i cannot hide

darlinkk is beautiful, so beautiful to me
you are the beauty as i defined it
millions of stars twinkle within just for you !
your soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
your feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
and your smile is the smile of lost innocence
and i would give up all the things which i think are pretty
if only i can hold your beauty within me
for you is everything in this world and i have found a world in you

darlinkk ! for once i felt so deep in you
never gonna make the mistake that we use to make
i want to make this a now and forever
no matter what setbacks
i will want to try to overcome it
you are tired and now let me do the job
give me your strength and i will make it true
love me for all you want, elva`s is yours totally

this post explains it all, the feel the love everything
you will always be the one and only for me
for the promise you set it for me
fulfil it baby, and i will see it with you. muackkks.
always in my heart, lock it and never come out. <3

一见钟情喜欢你
两次交谈爱上你
三番四次想念你
五次想要拥有你
六亲不认为了你
七上八下想见你
九朵玫瑰送给你
十全十美就是你

<3 my baobei darlinkk !
the background music is i played it just for you
though the piano skill not up to your standard =\
but give me a kiss for my effort baby and i will love you enternity
you are my duckie and i am your chickie always ! :D

I Love You Dearly

2007-02-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

this post is for him, vemon wong :D
yesterday was just the first part
today will be the complete of everything

baby, once again
you know i love you and i know you love me
the never ending story between me and you
which till end of time, it will never end :D
always here in your arms. grab me tight baby.

i think i prefer this song darlinkk :D
so i change to this song for the blog
hope my baobei laogong will like it !
lyrics is hard to find man ~*!!
but for darlinkk i will find it high and dry just for you.

Song : xjapan - Tears (just for you,Vemon) !! :D

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doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
nagasugita yuru ni tobi dachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoko wo dakishimete

* nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite *
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

loneliness, your silent whisper
fills a river of tears through the night
memory, you never let me cry
and you, you never said goodbye

sometime our tears blinded the love
we lost out dreams along the way
but i never thought you would trade your soul to the fates
never thought you would leave me alone

time through the rain has set me free
sands of time will keep your memory
love everlasting fades away
alive within your beatless heart

dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi-bara ni kaete
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love

dry your tears with love

if you could have told me everything
you would have found what love is
if you could have told me what was on your mind
i would have shown you the way
someday i am gonna be older than you
i have never thought beyond that time
i have never imagined the pictures of that life
for now i will try to live for you and for me
i will try to live with love, with dreams
and forever with Tears

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darlinkk i really want to be there for you
no matter where, i will want you to know
that i am always in your body, together one with you

i love your eyes as everytime i look into them
i am lost and i fall deeper and deeper into the spell
which you cast on me till i couldn't help but to look

i love your smile too. everytime you smile at me
i feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me
it warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire
i couldn't help but to smile back to you :D

my love for you grows stronger everytime i think of you
my life for you opens everytime i see you
my passion for your soul grows deeper everyday
my caring for your heart will never fades away
i love the way you make me feel and i know its real
i love the way you smile at me
and for that i will cherish your love for eternity

with the sky so bright, i see it through
thats when i know i will want to be with you
with my love up above, you took away my heart
for that baby, you are the one to be blame

now what my heart tells me
is that there is no one else on earth
who can make me feel the way you do
from the first day that we chatted
you made me forget all my fears
and you have shown me that god really does
have one special heart for each of us to find
you are the one god has guided me to !

what my heart tells me is that i can never love anyone
as much as i love and care for you darlinkk
and how my feelings grow stronger each day
i can't imagine not being able to hold onto you
i want to share my life with you for the rest of my forever
just making you the person i have always wanting to be with
what my heart tells me is that
god has provided me with your loving heart
and i will do everything within my power
to provide the best for you each and every day
everytime i see you your picture
my heart never fails to beat faster and stronger
this is how i know you are the one for me
for the rest of the time the lord gives me
i give you my heart and for you i will do which what my heart tells me

when i close my eyes i can see your face
my heart calls out wanting you with me in this special place
i can feel your arms holding me tight and i can see your smile
and to remind me to be patient for just a little while
i can feel the love in your eyes for me
shining brightly where all who care to look can see
i can feel your presence surrounding me, holding me and loving me
and i know deep in my heart our love was meant to be !

i lose myself in your beautiful eyes
i can't pull away even if i doesn't wanted to
you are so perfect in every way
the thought of you just makes my day
you came to me from the heavens above
you flew in with your wings of my angels love
when nothing seems to go quite right
and i no longer can see the light
i look upon your picture, your face your everything
and i would be taken to a far better place
i cherish every word you said to me
you move me like the music i play in my head
in this world of false and truths, i know only one thing that is true
is that i would give up everything just to be with you.

so baby i want you to know that
now the god that i have pray upon with
our love is in your hands and make me the best women for him
for that i will make him be the best man ever !

Elva Love Vemon `- LOVED by you always baby <3s
no matter what darlinkk, you are mine and i am yours enternity :D
no one can take your place in my heart ! locked by you !!!

loving him more and more :D

2007-02-07T17:00:00.001+08:00

posting for the sake of darlinkk !
everytime this blog post everything is for him.

darlinkk i was wondering something
what should i give you that represent something
something that is so important to me

so i anyhow choose this song now
just for you baby ! and i love you darlinkk. :D

BORN TO MAKE YOU HAPPY !

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I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

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donn know what i should give you
but this song really express it out all
so darlinkk i want to give it to you.
everything that cost about you
i willing to pay everything just for the sake of you

you make me smile with my heart.
your looks are laughable, unphotographable.
yet, you are my favorite work of art.

nothing can describe, the way i feel for you
your love is warm and precious
and your heart so pure and true
heavens angels brought me to knock upon your door
to give you all my love and to keep you wanting more
and i believe the bond we share, will guide us on our way
to a perfect life where our dreams will come true
what more can i really say
i was brought to you, never will i be apart from you
you are my special gift and you are the shining star of mine
i will love you unconditionally with all my heart and soul
never will i break your spirit and i will always keep you in whole

when i donn feel you, i feel so lonely,
and the moment you are before me, nothing else i want to see
i want to be yours for always, nothing else i want to be
i want to be left behind by time, for a moment that last forever
in that moment i will make you mine and our love will never end

i want to look in your eyes and get into your dreams
share your every thought and explore your realms
i will want to enter your heart and get dissolve in your blood
then search your every part with the flow of your blood stream,
i will run all over your body to make you feel i exsisted everywhere

darlinkk before i know you my hopes had seemed to die
and now my eyes have no more tears to cry
now the sun has shines from above
cause you surrendered me with your love
now you were the hand that wiped away my tears
and why i feel this way about you? i just donn know.
all I know is that i wonn ever let it go.
i wonn let go of what i feel and with this feel i will make you a deal
i promise to always love you and respect you in everything that i do
cause one thing that i know is .. that i am all about you !!

so darlinkk make me yours forever
i am so deeply in love you everyday
finally i realise i was really born to make you happy
and live to love you more and more

ELVA LOVE VEMON WHOLEHEARTLY !
kiss me baby, i will come running for you baby. <3s

love my baobeii darlinkk ~*!!

2007-02-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

blog song is for darlinkk :D
you gonne be my everything

让我爱你

没有起伏的情绪因为你出现后划破平静
震撼我已紧封闭的心冰山河雪在融解
回到初次的相遇风在吹一个人独自美丽
灰的天空为何没有表情你的心相遇
就让我爱你没有了自己
残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地就算生命所剩无几
只要拥抱瞬间的默契
就让我爱你证明有奇迹
再狂野的心灵魂的深处有你
我愿意放弃世界微笑而去
幸福和缘却在一起
过去总是挥不去
再坚强记忆仍像恶梦不醒
我的泪水淌过你的天空
雨下不停心好痛
风像画笔看着我
你的容颜尽在风的前头
我的心划出第一次的彩虹
因为你我相信
下一个世纪让我爱你……

darlinkk ! 让我爱你 okiez?
elva promised to love you always
you are the one for me
in my heart i feel like we were meant to be
no one has ever made me feel the way i do
i have never fallen in love so fast
i just hope this feeling will forever last

you are the one, the only one
i have been searching for my whole life
you are the beat of my heart
and the blood in my veins
you are the life of my body
and the spirit in my soul
in a time when i felt i was at the end of my rope
when i thought i could not cope anymore
your smile your love your care
have given me hopes onnce again now
i stare at your face and i get lost in your beauty
and my love for you will never become a duty

so baby till the end of time
my love for you will never dies and never fades
you are gonna be the one i love enternity
now and forever, my everlasting love will just be you

I Love Vemon now and forever

2007-01-31T19:50:00.000+08:00

This post is for Vemon Wong Wei Ping
everything is just meant for him :D

darlinkk i have many things to say to you
just that i donn know where to start it
kept thinking which is the best moment
for me to tell you everything from my heart

darlinkk my life was once a world of darkness
its has been colourless without you in it
but ever since 25th January 2007, 4.05am
you came into my life the day which i was reborn again
everything have change just for you now

now that i had found you in my life
you brighten everything up with your love
i am no longer lonely and sad
because everything has gone all for you
i am so glad that i have found you.
i never regreted giving my loves for you
i will do whatever it takes to hold onto you

in this world, everything is cruel
and which there are many things i need to face with
i am afraid i might get fall and get hurt
but i know no matter how dangerous it is
i will face it and stand up again together with you
because i know your hand will be stretching out for me
to hold onto it and you will be the one coming for me
you sheltered me with your loves protecting me with your cares
and loving me with all your heart.
therefore, you showed me the other side of the world

you took me into a world of loves
with tons of happiness just me and you in it
i knew i can entrust my life just for you
and i never regret doing that, and forever believing in you
though there are some obstacle i need to face with
but its not gonna affect me and you for it
because i know I LOVE YOU
and its strong in enough for me to overcome it
just plain three words with eight letters and one meaning
and its make everything so small for me

you are my guardian angel for all sure i know
an angel blessing and protecting me always
and all i know is that
i need you and nobody else anymore
just you only. everything little things about you
making more and more sure that
i want you forever in my heart
in the past, i am thrown aside with nobody cares
but it's totally different now, because for all i know,
every single love you gave, kept me alive.

days passed and we walked this far now
i know we will be walking further and further
together with our hands holding together and never let go
nothing can stop me from loving you once more
i love you and i love every single thing about you
every single love you gave me
its gives me the strenght to smile once again
i love the way that you use to sayang me
i love every wonderful things that you have done for me

my world is now filled with colours just with you around
its no longer black and white already baby
remember that you said your picture is colourless
now i gonna colour your picture with my loves for you
what is more that i want to ask for from you now darlinkk
my answer is simple, nothing. i had you and thats enough
because i know all i have you now to be with forever

you swear to me that you would always be here for me,
no matter what happen to me,
when i just use my heart to call out for your name,
you definitely would come running to me.

so baby i want you to know i love you with all my heart
and i will always be here for you
in every single mintues and seconds of the day
my loves for you will never stop !
now and forever, my heart belongs to you only
holding your hand i gonna walk with you together

ELVA LOVE VEMON :D
my hearts gonna beat as one with you. <3s

vemon loves elvaa - <3s

2007-01-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

elva is back to blog for updating it
just for her boy sake :D

it's been very long for me to log into blogger
due to the speed for connections at times too
can be rather fed up and angry over it
but was being clam down by my little silly darlinkk

this days was bored at home
because since my daddy came back from japan
and now in singapore. reunions is all we can come up with
but i was bored and living like hell at home
though i am bored but was lucky to have her precious baby
keeping her alive at times, making me touch and happy at all times

he is the best i can say, no one can be better than him
as i can say people are so stupid to ask me this question !
will you ever regret giving lots of loves to him and making him your boy?
all i can say is stop asking me this question
because i think i feel it pointless to answer it too !!
my answer is simple. thanks you. :D

every single moment with him
every word that he said everyday
all was kept and locked in my heart
he is my boy and the one i love most now and forever
he is my guardian i can say and i will forever be his angel
kill me if i was to break the promised

i miss and love him more and more
donn bother asking me why and why
because the only answer is kept deep in my heart
never regreting making myself crazy over this boy
as he the only person that make me felt being loved by someone dearly

you may doubt in my characters or my ability
but donn you dare doubt my love for him
if you ever think that and came across with that thinking
kindly get out of my blog and stop reading because you donn worth it
and like i say i mean every word i say
even if i were to disappear in this world of mine
gone in the wind, i will definitely take him with me, therefore i am sorry
you may say i am selfish but its my desire that i want in him

so to some stupid and kids out there
if you ever were to come and take my boy away
elva has nothing to say to you
but she swear no matter using what kinds of means
she definitely break everything in you
since you take away her boy is equal taking away her lifes away
therefore she will not hesitate to kill you at any moment

shuling last warning to you.
i got the courage to say all this because i love my boy
he gave me the strength to move on and believe in love
you dare come fight with me, i dare to face your challenge :D

and last but not least
for those who help me in the tagbox
i will want to thanks everybody who helped me voice out
and deeply apologise for getting your being scolded
but now i wish i can fight this with vemon only
i donn want see my friends get implicated too.
forgive me for saying that as i think your are too precious to me :D
i think vemon will think the same too ! THANKS AGAINS !! :D

lastly again
i love my boy ! never stop loving VEMON WONG WEI PING
thanks darlinkk laogong baby !!
i finally understand why my name is like this
you are smart enough to think it out for me
Elva Loves Vemon Aalways !!!!!!!!!!!
and my chinese PEI NI is to accompany darlinkk down the road !! :D
once again ! elva thanks vemon for giving his loves to her
she loves you till the end of time. i love you baby ! rang wo ai ni okiez ! <3s

thanks darlinkk for doing that
elva is very touched by what you did ! <3s

darlinkk ! dear created this just for you !!

and this photo is presented or dedicated to my vemon !
just for you only !! <33333333333333333333sssss !!

loving vemon !

2007-01-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

ELVA LOVE VEMON !!

elva never regret loving him
elva never regret knowing him

every hour and mins of the day
she is thinking of him
his words his face never seems to leave
and she needs him dearly

she is what he is made of
she knows what he can give her
being loved by him only
is in the world most fortunate thing

no want can seperate him from her
ever since he came into her world
brighten up her life
facing the roads together
and never letting go of her hand

now for every moment with him
elva wants him !
and she loves him deeply !

2nd day of blog :)

2007-01-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

elva here to write in her blog today again. elva is very free today. today went to school in the morning, as usual having 3 hours lessons nothing but study ! so boring like hell... elva donn know what to write in her blog because donn seems to have any daily things to report anyway... kekes... just super unlucky today only as when went on the way home, elva need to rush home therefore she run home ! without seeing there has a pile of water.. elva felt down !! hand and legs got scartches ! very very super painful... because elva was clumsy also as she wears heels to school and run together with her heels ! blame on the water also kekes.... :D but now alrights after putting on medicine... but seems abit ugly.. cant wear skirt tomorrow... if not very ugly.. kekes.. :D but its okiez !! have fun today in school also.. took some photos with friends :D !! miss miss miss ~ !!*

elva & fiona :DD
taken today ! nice nice love fiona !!

elva & jerina :DD
taken on previous saturday !! :DD

i love i love i love YOU !!!!!! :DD

First Time blogging

2007-01-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

I am new to blogger so i does not know what to do with it. Thanks those who is kind enough to folk out some time to help me design my blog when i know they are so busy with their stuff. Elva love you okiez. Felt so excited with my blog officially open and i really think everyone shall at least come and see it, izzit abit too crazy? kekes. For friendster right, i lost all those contacts !!!! because of some bad bad guys hacking my account for nothing and deleting all my friends and testimonials !! I am sorry as i did not secure it well enough. Kindly readd me back thanks okiez. Alright shall stop here, actually done this blog in school and in msn with some of my friends in it helping :DD ! Will talk to everyone soon again alrites.